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Hello guys. I am 27. To preface, I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder in the psych ward and possess dissociative thingies. After I completed my setup (lil noose buddy in the photo) I entered a state of hysteria that I am currently still in. I'm likely going to post extremely horrible things, so please ban me if I become too much. Since I plan on doing this 100%, my brain is behaving very oddly. I just feel so goodz. I cannot describe how fucking amazing I feel. It seems like behavior is going into frenzy prior to realize it is going to die. I don't wanna scare anyone, but I would like to share this vulnerable finald days. I already know I'm gonna get banned. Before I completely lose it, I love u all! Ignore anything I say from here on out. Sadly my consciousness has dissipated. I dont wanna hurt anyone so ban me please if I do accidentally hurt
What's happening to my brain? I'm trying my best to suppress my behavior and emotion and remain coherent.
 
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ive never been this tired in my life...
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just enjoy yourself and exit peacefully
 
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thank you for your kind words,
peace and love to you, my friend 🫂❤️
 
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