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I am posting this as a sign of hope. I went from excited to die to terrified of killing myself to living in limbo, which was unbearable. Now I have seemed to move beyond limbo. I don't know what to call it. I am OK with living or dying. Both feel the same. I feel like I could end it immediately without much thought. It is a decent place to be mentally. P.S. when the time comes I will be jumping to my death.
 
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