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I WANT to die!

  • I NEED to die!

    Votes: 4 26.7%
  • I CHOOSE to die!

    Votes: 11 73.3%

  • Total voters
    15
hmnow

hmnow

Experienced
Jul 29, 2025
295
What best describes you're attitude to suicide?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,486
That I want to permanently cease existing, in fact such is all I want, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this dreadful, torturous existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this cruel existence that I always saw as a mistake.

I just wish I never existed more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed, for me existence is the problem and I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, all I want is peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, I wish I could erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,365
Both

I Need to die asap and I want to die asap
 
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