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Anna.

Anna.

Wishing I never existed
Aug 24, 2022
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Hi. Decided that if a certain thing in my life doesn't go to plan, I will be CTB. Of course, this means I must find a plan, and I am wondering what the best medication to OD on is. Sleep medicine? Antidepressants? Does it even matter?
 
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ipmanwc0

Doctor Sleep
Sep 15, 2023
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yes it definitely matter, most stuff you can't OD on, the stuff you can it's kind of obvious because they are heavily controlled substances.
 
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black money boys

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codeine is your best bet
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
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This explains why ODing isn't much of a plan.
 
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Lamentice

Lamentice

Walk without rhythm and you won't attract the worm
Mar 27, 2023
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Hi. Decided that if a certain thing in my life doesn't go to plan, I will be CTB. Of course, this means I must find a plan, and I am wondering what the best medication to OD on is. Sleep medicine? Antidepressants? Does it even matter?
Neither of those. See the "non-methods" resource thread, where both of these are explicitly warned against.
 
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carfemtanyl

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Nov 18, 2025
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pentobarbital/nembutal but that's basically inaccessible
 
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Well it's an interesting question. As others have said your chances are slim. Very.
But still, something must be "best". As for otc there are some reports about Benadryl working.
 
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carfemtanyl

Student
Nov 18, 2025
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a Benadryl overdose will only make you have a bad trip and a chance of meeting the hat man
 
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destined-to-die

Member
Dec 23, 2025
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Fentanyl, if you can find it. But I've been reading about a way using Helium that looks promising.
If I didn't need to make it look accidental I would definitely be doing it with Helium.
You'll have to do your own research, because I don't want to be responsible for helping someone ctb. But if you are determining enough you shouldn't have any trouble finding out how it works.
 
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deletedaccount30982

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Mar 10, 2020
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Well it's an interesting question. As others have said your chances are slim. Very.
But still, something must be "best". As for otc there are some reports about Benadryl working.
Your chances are still slim, and even if it does work it will be a horrific death. Terrifying hallucinations are a key feature of benadryl overdoses. Ask anyone who has survived them. I've taken several small overdoses of benadryl and didn't take enough to hallucinate but was very anxious and paranoid.
 
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Not Today Satan

Not Today Satan

I’ll survive even if it kills me
May 9, 2024
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codeine is your best bet
Codeine is most commonly taken by mouth. When you overdose on any substances that you eat or drink, your body forces you to puke, so that you're less likely to get seriously ill or die. While it's technically possible to overdose on codeine, it's one of the weakest opioids. I think there is plenty of information on opioids both on this forum and on other websites though, so no need for me to elaborate on what is more likely to cause a fatal overdose.
 
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Wishingforadream

Shine Bright
Sep 28, 2025
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codeine is your best bet
Codeine is really inconsistent between different people.

Most of its effects are from being metabolized into morphine. And this varies a lot between different people.

And the amount you'd need to ingest would almost certainly cause puking.
 
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OzymandiAsh

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Nov 6, 2025
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Codeine is most commonly taken by mouth. When you overdose on any substances that you eat or drink, your body forces you to puke, so that you're less likely to get seriously ill or die. While it's technically possible to overdose on codeine, it's one of the weakest opioids. I think there is plenty of information on opioids both on this forum and on other websites though, so no need for me to elaborate on what is more likely to cause a fatal overdose.
I'm thinking about ODing on 1500mg of codeine. I would try to snort at least half of that crushed, to increase bioavailability and conversion. I would also ply myself with a lot of alcohol to potentiate it, and would take some meto beforehand to address the vomiting risk. I'm thinking this could work.
 

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