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SadBumblebee

SadBumblebee

Here to listen
Jul 10, 2025
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Hello, I was just wondering if there was any medication I could try and convince my psychiatrist to give me which would either knock me out or flat-out make me die. I feel like he knows I'm suicidal so he'll see right through me if I ask for a super obvious one.
 
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LastLoveSong

LastLoveSong

attention seeker
Oct 18, 2023
162
ur risking getting institutionalized here especially if they already know ur suicidal. ive heard of people asking for basically hard drugs from their psychiatrist before and getting them easily but thats gotta be extremely hard to do for the majority of people right? i feel like psychiatrists would only prescribe like SSRI's if you asked for them. what do i know though, never tried asking
 
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cowboypants

cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
576
My psychiatrist gave me only meds for 10-14 days even though you cant ctb on it when i said i was suicidal. They wont give you meds like that if any. There are very few meds that are useful, let alone psychiatric pills to CTB
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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Dusk till dawn

Dusk till dawn

Experienced
Sep 7, 2018
283
Strong opioids (morphine, fentanyl, heroin, pregabalin), barbiturates (pentobarbital, thiopental), benzos that can work as CNS depressants like diazepam and midazolam, anesthetics like propofol, maybe GBL/GBH if it's available or still used in your country

Every single drug that has the potential to kill you peacefully is simply regulated, it's impossible to get, you need prescriptions and sometimes you have to be a surgeon too

The only thing in common in all of these drugs is death occurring by CNS depression (sleep > deep coma > respiratory failure), they're all strong GABA agonists

Alcohol exacerbates CNS depression in opiod overdoses so it makes your chances of dying from a opiod overdose significantly higher, benzodiazepines like diazepam also exacerbate CNS depression but they're secondary agents, this doesn't apply to intravenously injected sedatives like propofol and thiopental since you lose consciousness in seconds and die in 5 minutes

So to answer your question, no, but your closest bet would be recreational GBL/GBH

You'll be wasting your time trying to find a strong GABA agonist that is OTC or reasonably obtainable since it just doesn't exist
 
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TheShadowQueen

TheShadowQueen

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Dec 5, 2023
255
Your better off finding a plug that either sells fentanyl or cuts their drugs with it
 
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