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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,175
This is a question for people who have taken a huge amount of benzos (because of CTB attempt or for another reason).
The PPeH talks about taking 20 x 30mg crushed tablets of Oxazepam

Have you ever taken such a dose ? Or less ? With Oxazepam or another benzo (Valium or Xanax for example). Did you mix it with sleeping pills ?

I would like to know if you were unconscious quickly (I'm planning for SN method and I need to be uncouscious very quickly because of my high anxiety).

Could sleeping pills help just after drinking SN ? Thanks for sharing your experience
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,175
I should have called the thread "Benzos OD / overdose"
 
citrix_s

citrix_s

Member
Sep 21, 2025
31
I should have called the thread "Benzos OD / overdose"
This is a question for people who have taken a huge amount of benzos (because of CTB attempt or for another reason).
The PPeH talks about taking 20 x 30mg crushed tablets of Oxazepam

Have you ever taken such a dose ? Or less ? With Oxazepam or another benzo (Valium or Xanax for example). Did you mix it with sleeping pills ?

I would like to know if you were unconscious quickly (I'm planning for SN method and I need to be uncouscious very quickly because of my high anxiety).

Could sleeping pills help just after drinking SN ? Thanks for sharing your experience
This is a question for people who have taken a huge amount of benzos (because of CTB attempt or for another reason).
The PPeH talks about taking 20 x 30mg crushed tablets of Oxazepam

Have you ever taken such a dose ? Or less ? With Oxazepam or another benzo (Valium or Xanax for example). Did you mix it with sleeping pills ?

I would like to know if you were unconscious quickly (I'm planning for SN method and I need to be uncouscious very quickly because of my high anxiety).

Could sleeping pills help just after drinking SN ? Thanks for sharing your experience
I'm planning my second attempt with SN. I hope I don't make the same mistakes I made last time.
This time I'll use SN + lorazepam, which is what I have available.
The other day I tried taking four lorazepam pills with alcohol and lay down in bed to see how long it would take to kick in. It took about 15-20 minutes. So my plan for this year is to take a lot of crushed lorazepam pills and have my SN ready to go when I start feeling symptoms.

I also plan to take antiemetics since I vomited a lot from the SN on my last attempt.
sorry for my english
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,175
I'm planning my second attempt with SN. I hope I don't make the same mistakes I made last time.
This time I'll use SN + lorazepam, which is what I have available.
The other day I tried taking four lorazepam pills with alcohol and lay down in bed to see how long it would take to kick in. It took about 15-20 minutes. So my plan for this year is to take a lot of crushed lorazepam pills and have my SN ready to go when I start feeling symptoms.

I also plan to take antiemetics since I vomited a lot from the SN on my last attempt.
sorry for my english
Thanks for sharing your experience and sorry if it did fail. Can you tell me why did your attempt fail ? Not enough SN ?
 
citrix_s

citrix_s

Member
Sep 21, 2025
31
Thanks for sharing your experience and sorry if it did fail. Can you tell me why did your attempt fail ? Not enough SN ?
They saw the note too soon they found me and took me to the hospital
 
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salviap

salviap

I am no longer interested in the world.
Apr 7, 2024
56
I'm planning my second attempt with SN. I hope I don't make the same mistakes I made last time.
This time I'll use SN + lorazepam, which is what I have available.
The other day I tried taking four lorazepam pills with alcohol and lay down in bed to see how long it would take to kick in. It took about 15-20 minutes. So my plan for this year is to take a lot of crushed lorazepam pills and have my SN ready to go when I start feeling symptoms.

I also plan to take antiemetics since I vomited a lot from the SN on my last attempt.
sorry for my english

This is a question for people who have taken a huge amount of benzos (because of CTB attempt or for another reason).
The PPeH talks about taking 20 x 30mg crushed tablets of Oxazepam

Have you ever taken such a dose ? Or less ? With Oxazepam or another benzo (Valium or Xanax for example). Did you mix it with sleeping pills ?

I would like to know if you were unconscious quickly (I'm planning for SN method and I need to be uncouscious very quickly because of my high anxiety).

Could sleeping pills help just after drinking SN ? Thanks for sharing your experience
Lorazepam dosing? I'm curious.
 
madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
570
They saw the note too soon they found me and took me to the hospital
were you uncounscious ? How long did it take and how long after you took it did they find you ?
 

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