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dudebl

Student
Aug 29, 2025
103
This is long but please, read and help and provide any info and opinions. It would be greatly appreciated.

I have access to prescribed klonopin- although not a ton - 30mg per month.

I know this isn't nearly enough to CTB with alone - but I keep reading how dangerous it is to mix with alcohol.

I am unsure how much alcohol is needed. I've also read people who do this combination blackout and do crazy things - things that sometimes get the cops involved without them knowing.

This is the last thing I want to happen - I want to pass out and go from there.

I also have access 60 .1mg Clonidine per month equaling 6mg (a lot for Clonidine). Alone Clonidine is almost impossible to die on - but recently I tried up to 15 (1.5mg) at once. I passed out, woke up the next day and had a low heart rate of 45-50bpm all day.

Now please help with any info you have - what is the likelihood of taking 30mg klonopin along with the Clonidine and being successful?

I'd like to avoid the alcohol to try and prevent having a blackout chaotic episode - but maybe I can take just enough to prevent that but also enough to work with the klonopin and Clonidine to accomplish it.

Please don't link to the sticky about overdoses almost always fail - I'm aware - but I feel some combination here could accomplish it.
 
RunDown

RunDown

Getting ready to go
Jun 18, 2025
84
Take it from someone who has drank and popped benzos his whole life, what your planning is not dependable. Especially with just the Clonidine, you most likely pass out, black out, and wake up not remembering how you got there. Benzos are not deadly. They can make overdose more likely when combined with certain drugs, but even with this it's extremely difficult to OD. I've eaten 30mg of klonopin and drank a fifth of liquor in one night. I had tons of friends that did the same. You black out and act like an idiot for days on end. You get arrested or end up in the hospital. There's only a couple drugs that are dependable for OD and you do not possess them.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
701
This is a very unreliable method. Drug interaction is basically unpredictable. I took some time to search on internet about this, only to find no credible studies that show chlonidine interaction leads to a very high chance of death. It'll be very likely to end up with a failure and hospitalization that make your life worse. Please refer Why ODs fail miserably.
 
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dudebl

Student
Aug 29, 2025
103
Son of a bitch - I'm never going to be able to get out of this life - why can't something just work, I'm crying my eyes out because all I want is out - I think I find a way I can tolerate and it's a damn non starter.
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

tired
Mar 3, 2023
527
Got a high chance of dying by standards of people who don't want to die, but that doesn't mean a high chance for us.

Dying of BZD & Alcohol regularly happens, though if you intentionally try, who's to say you're lucky enough.
Idk the numbers, but if 100 people party and are dumb and mix drugs, and 5 of those die, it's a lot by most people's standards.

Clonidine is also very capable in itself to lead to respiratory depression if you take like 6mg or something.
But again, are you gonna be in those 5 or 10 or 25%?
Clonidine OD is similar to Opioid OD, as it's thought to actually increase endogenous opioids a bunch (also why naloxone works as antidote).
 
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