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Whitegirlwasted
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- Jun 16, 2024
- 12
To be competely honest, I really wasn't a big fan of fourms or anything to do with the internet before this. My girlfriend was though, and I recently found out how active she was on this site. I got my other friend to help me find her account and holy shit, her posts are making me bawl my eyes out. (Her account was rottenflesh.) Seeing her talk about me (only once or twice, but still hurt.) really made my heart hurt. I was on call with her during her (successful) attempt, I heard her gagging and everything. It fucked me up for weeks. I've been trying to find ways to cope and remember her, because there isnt a way I can vist her grave anytime soon. (It was long distance, I'm American, she was Brazilian.) I wouldn't say this helped, but it also kind of did. Knowing that shes finally at peace and not hurting anymore is the thing thats helping me cope. But I just wish I could hear her voice again. I've been clinging onto old voice messages and videos since April. I just needed to get this off my chest. Might not be as active after this post, even though I still am planning myself. (If you want to contact me my telegram is whitegirlwastedd)