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kmao2004

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Oct 30, 2025
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I was laid off 2 years ago with no end in site. I dropped out of highschool, got my GED, got an AA from University of Phoenix in general studies. I also dropped out of real college twice.

I started working in a call center and worked my way from making $12.50 an hour to 15 years later making 130k. Then it was all gone. My work experience doesn't get me interviews and my lack of education is holding me back. I will never be back on top and I feel like I will never be employed again.

I am a waste of space. I contribute nothing to my family or society. I feel like I can be plucked from existence with no notice and after some bereavement everyone's life will go on.

I'm doing this for me because I'm a failure. I'm almost 40 and I can't even get interviews entry level to start over. My job made up for all the shitty decisions I made and now they caught up with me.
 
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