Being in pain everyday.

[DivineSpark]

Are you suffering from pain? Physical? Emotional? Mental?

 

[mysticatedwine]

Not much physical pain here. I am not injured, nor ill, nor hungry nor cold. I live a pretty comfy life. Most of my pain is emotional, I'd say. Mental too; my brain is messed up in a lot of ways, and I don't find it in myself to take the long route to fix it.

 

[DivineSpark]

Not much physical pain here. I am not injured, nor ill, nor hungry nor cold. I live a pretty comfy life. Most of my pain is emotional, I'd say. Mental too; my brain is messed up in a lot of ways, and I don't find it in myself to take the long route to fix it.

I kinda feel guilty for feeling miserable. I live in comfy apartment, I have food, meds, etc I am so blessed in many ways. Yet I struggle with mental health problems, I am so fucked up

 

[kunikuzushi]

My mental pain every day is agonizing. And lately it's been showing up as physical pain. My whole body hurts every day and I'm exhausted all the time.

 

[DivineSpark]

My mental pain every day is agonizing. And lately it's been showing up as physical pain. My whole body hurts every day and I'm exhausted all the time.

I am sorry to hear you are suffering, I experience spiritual and mental pain on daily basis as well.

 

[kunikuzushi]

I am sorry to hear you are suffering, I experience spiritual and mental pain on daily basis as well.

I'm sorry to hear too. I'm here if you ever need someone to listen.

 

[mysticatedwine]

I kinda feel guilty for feeling miserable. I live in comfy apartment, I have food, meds, etc I am so blessed in many ways. Yet I struggle with mental health problems, I am so fucked up

You're not alone in this case. Pain takes on many form, there's much more to it than lacking shelter or food. And even among us blessed people, there is a lot of pain to be had on a lot of levels. I'm fucked up too, I hope both of us find some peace of mind

 

[DivineSpark]

You're not alone in this case. Pain takes on many form, there's much more to it than lacking shelter or food. And even among us blessed people, there is a lot of pain to be had on a lot of levels. I'm fucked up too, I hope both of us find some peace of mind

I dont want to sound pessimistic, but I dont believe things will get any better for me. After so many years of struggling.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as I personally always find it really painful to exist, I see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence. It's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, my pain is a result of existence and I see existing as only being pain and suffering, to me existence really does feel like the most terrible tragic mistake and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I only hope for nothingness.

The fact that this existence was even imposed that just caused all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for really is the most terrible tragedy to me, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing. I suffer so much from being burdened with this futile, torturous existence I was never meant for and it brings me so much pain how I cannot just have the option to simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again even know non-existence truly is all that's desirable for me.

 

[mysticatedwine]

I dont want to sound pessimistic, but I dont believe things will get any better for me. After so many years of struggling.

Me neither, I don't see a good future for me. It all feels so set in stone. time will tell

 

[HopingOnaMiracle]

My mental pain every day is agonizing. And lately it's been showing up as physical pain. My whole body hurts every day and I'm exhausted all the time.

Pretty much this. My mental pain is so great I'm ready to kill myself.

 

[Reflection]

I kinda feel guilty for feeling miserable. I live in comfy apartment, I have food, meds, etc I am so blessed in many ways. Yet I struggle with mental health problems, I am so fucked up

Emotional/mental pain can be quite fucked up because looking from the outside it seems like we got nothing to complain about, and yet it's a real torment.

 

[FinalDestiny]

It's strange. I feel a lot of pain both physically and mentally. However when for instance I broke my finger, I only felt numb. The constant physical pain I feel I am convinced is in my head because once my mind is occupied I forget I was even hurting.
I'm in one of my lowest moments in life, having to detach from the memories of the people I loved the most. And this pain is a constant reminder to me that I don't want to continue this journey of life.
Thanks for asking.