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hmnow

hmnow

Experienced
Jul 29, 2025
242
I have generally thought that I should go to hotel or rent a place and commit suicide

But lately I have just come to a conclusion that it's so much easier to kill yourself at home.

But the problem family will find you.

Is it a bad idea?
 
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Nightfoot

Arcanist
Aug 7, 2025
424
How do you think finding you dead would affect them?
 
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NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay ⋅ he/him
Nov 21, 2024
161
Obviously, for most families that would be traumatic. I don't know your family, though
 
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itsgone2

Arcanist
Sep 21, 2025
448
There were threads a while back about a fantasy I guess, getting lost in the woods and dying that way. It does seem ideal. No one finding the body. To answer OP, no you certainly don't want your family finding you.
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

Suicide Enthusiast
Mar 15, 2025
241
I think I'm going to do it at home and just not care who finds my body.
 
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tiltedcompass

tiltedcompass

I just want to sleep forever man...
Jul 25, 2025
27
It is generally a bad idea, but ultimately it depends on you. Seeing the dead body of a relative is very traumatizing, but someone who might have a bad relationship with them would find the idea of being found not that bad at all.
Personally, I wouldn't do it at home.
 
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telekon

telekon

Specialist
Feb 5, 2025
316
unless you absolutely hate your family, don't kill yourself at home. if there are kids involved, DEFINITELY don't kill yourself at home.
 
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DeadInsideUnicorn

DeadInsideUnicorn

I'm my own worst enemy
Oct 24, 2025
13
I have generally thought that I should go to hotel or rent a place and commit suicide

But lately I have just come to a conclusion that it's so much easier to kill yourself at home.

But the problem family will find you.

Is it a bad idea?
That's the reason I wanna do it in the woods. It's risky because of the possibility being found too soon, but I know my mother will be devastated enough and I really don't want her to see my dead body on top of that, so I have to take the risk.
 
NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
531
I know my family will be in pain either way but I will not have the sight of my hanging dead body engraved in their minds.
 
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hmnow

hmnow

Experienced
Jul 29, 2025
242
In this context, I have read that 70% of suicides take place in the home, with the majority of them in a bedroom. It means probably the majority of the time a family member will find the body
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
148
I will do it with 100% certainty outside my home because I don't want to traumatize my parents. I will most likely do it by an abandoned riverside. Just outside the Macedonian capital city. The river will be the last thing I will see and hear before my brain loses consciousness caused by the SN. If my parents weren't alive I would've done it on a mountain, surrounded by green grassed scenery.
 
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traingirl

traingirl

Student
Oct 7, 2025
152
I have generally thought that I should go to hotel or rent a place and commit suicide

But lately I have just come to a conclusion that it's so much easier to kill yourself at home.

But the problem family will find you.

Is it a bad idea?
If you're going to do it at home while your family is gone, I would at least put a note before they get to the room they would find you in that says "don't come in, call 911". Or something along those lines. I think that's what I'm doing.
 
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