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Enlightened
- Apr 8, 2020
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Last year I got into a masters programme into one of the top 20 universities in the UK and getting into that programme was the only good thing that happened to me, 2023 was the worst year of my life.
1 week when I was supposed to collect my student ID and complete the final stages of enrollment late minute issues regarding tuition fees meant I was not able to start my course. I was forced to defer as result it absolutely broke me.
Starting from New Year's Eve in 2023 throughout the year I have had nothing but bad luck and a long line of things going wrong in all areas of my life and so many crazy situations I found myself in. I was determined to make everything work out because I am not a quitter. Getting into that university was my new fresh start and beginning of a better life. Everyone else my age is married and has a career all I had was getting into that programme. All i wanted was 1 bit of happiness 2023 couldn't give me that.
I tried getting a job but constantly I get rejected all the time. My 27th Birthday was in May and I finally had a nervous breakdown. The year I start my course is the year I should have been preparing for final exams and graduation it makes me furious realising everything I have lost out on. I see everyone else my age with a career and a partner while nothing is going right for me in my life
I hate it when people tell me "it's only a year" NO it's more than that it's finally driven me to want to kill myself because life is not worth it anymore. I feel too old now to do anything. 27 is too old to be single, too old to be in a masters programme I will be the oldest in my class and everything is a mess.
Nobody understands and cares. I needed to start that year in 2023 for my life to be perfect.
1 week when I was supposed to collect my student ID and complete the final stages of enrollment late minute issues regarding tuition fees meant I was not able to start my course. I was forced to defer as result it absolutely broke me.
Starting from New Year's Eve in 2023 throughout the year I have had nothing but bad luck and a long line of things going wrong in all areas of my life and so many crazy situations I found myself in. I was determined to make everything work out because I am not a quitter. Getting into that university was my new fresh start and beginning of a better life. Everyone else my age is married and has a career all I had was getting into that programme. All i wanted was 1 bit of happiness 2023 couldn't give me that.
I tried getting a job but constantly I get rejected all the time. My 27th Birthday was in May and I finally had a nervous breakdown. The year I start my course is the year I should have been preparing for final exams and graduation it makes me furious realising everything I have lost out on. I see everyone else my age with a career and a partner while nothing is going right for me in my life
I hate it when people tell me "it's only a year" NO it's more than that it's finally driven me to want to kill myself because life is not worth it anymore. I feel too old now to do anything. 27 is too old to be single, too old to be in a masters programme I will be the oldest in my class and everything is a mess.
Nobody understands and cares. I needed to start that year in 2023 for my life to be perfect.