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Not_A_Seagull

Not_A_Seagull

Member
Jul 6, 2022
63
anyone feel like the pain would be numbed heavily if someone was their to comfort you, I have to make up people in order to console myself
 
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man_in_red:)

man_in_red:)

Wandering with no destination
Mar 27, 2023
88
Yeah I feel like everything would be so much better if I had a friend I could actually talk to again.
 
dimstar

dimstar

Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
I relied too much on someone to make life bearable but once they were gone I was falling even harder than when I was alone before. Yes it sucks hard.
 
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hockeymum9999

Member
Sep 16, 2021
38
You can be surrounded by lots of family and still feel so utterly alone. I have been in a loveless marriage for the last 7 of 24 years. My children are the only good thing in my life and it is hard fighting day after day to stay alive. I always wish I could just close my eyes and just never wake up.
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
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anyone feel like the pain would be numbed heavily if someone was their to comfort you, I have to make up people in order to console myself
I'm not at a point where being alone has its pluses - I can do whatever the hell I want; I don't have to answer to anyone. I've pretty much cut myself off from the rest of this crazy ass world. Most people arent't worth knowing
 
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Higuri

Higuri

Flower
Mar 28, 2023
14
It's an absolutely terrible feeling. I don't have anyone to rely on anymore and every day that passes makes me feel more and more hopeless.
 
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catastrophix

catastrophix

and my nightmares will have nightmares every night
Feb 20, 2023
106
I've been trying to make friends because I've been so lonely, but it's only ended in constant panic attacks due to my severe social anxiety. I feel like having friends could make me feel better, but I've been alone and miserable for years. So I fear I could hurt someone by projecting that sadness onto them, so I figure it's just better that I'm alone. It really is an agonizing feeling.
 
shyann

shyann

Rebirth
Apr 1, 2023
7
Not everyday is a beautiful day but sometimes rain is better to observe alone
 
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bloberta

Member
Mar 14, 2023
59
yeah i need irl friends. i love my online friends but i need people i trust that i can physically be around. having a boyfriend would be nice too but im way too mentally ill for that right now. i just want to feel safe with someone
 
Rob1984

Rob1984

A day in the life
Jan 8, 2021
158
Only if they were a friend. Sometimes being lonely feels a lot better than having someone toxic in your life. Of course I would love to have closer people in my life, but I have also lowered my standards at times to the point of having really mean people around me. I think that is even worse than loneliness...
 

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