being alone scuks

[Not_A_Seagull]

anyone feel like the pain would be numbed heavily if someone was their to comfort you, I have to make up people in order to console myself

 

[man_in_red:)]

Yeah I feel like everything would be so much better if I had a friend I could actually talk to again.

 

[dimstar]

I relied too much on someone to make life bearable but once they were gone I was falling even harder than when I was alone before. Yes it sucks hard.

 

[hockeymum9999]

You can be surrounded by lots of family and still feel so utterly alone. I have been in a loveless marriage for the last 7 of 24 years. My children are the only good thing in my life and it is hard fighting day after day to stay alive. I always wish I could just close my eyes and just never wake up.

 

[Unattainable666]

anyone feel like the pain would be numbed heavily if someone was their to comfort you, I have to make up people in order to console myself

I'm not at a point where being alone has its pluses - I can do whatever the hell I want; I don't have to answer to anyone. I've pretty much cut myself off from the rest of this crazy ass world. Most people arent't worth knowing

 

[Higuri]

It's an absolutely terrible feeling. I don't have anyone to rely on anymore and every day that passes makes me feel more and more hopeless.

 

[catastrophix]

I've been trying to make friends because I've been so lonely, but it's only ended in constant panic attacks due to my severe social anxiety. I feel like having friends could make me feel better, but I've been alone and miserable for years. So I fear I could hurt someone by projecting that sadness onto them, so I figure it's just better that I'm alone. It really is an agonizing feeling.

 

[shyann]

Not everyday is a beautiful day but sometimes rain is better to observe alone

 

[bloberta]

yeah i need irl friends. i love my online friends but i need people i trust that i can physically be around. having a boyfriend would be nice too but im way too mentally ill for that right now. i just want to feel safe with someone

 

[Rob1984]

Only if they were a friend. Sometimes being lonely feels a lot better than having someone toxic in your life. Of course I would love to have closer people in my life, but I have also lowered my standards at times to the point of having really mean people around me. I think that is even worse than loneliness...