natori
メロドラマ
- Nov 26, 2025
- 15
TLDR this is just a random rant..
This year will be the first time I spend Christmas alone. A few weeks ago my mom passed away due to a sudden brain hemorrhage and my dad and I aren't on best terms to say the least. I'm not the type of girl who goes to bigger family gatherings either, so my Christmases has consisted of me, my mom and my bf the past couple of years.
Now that my mom is no longer around it should be just me and my bf in theory, however he has started to grow more distant ever since mom passed, and I got a feeling that he's doing stuff behind my back. Some so called red flags consist of the fact that he never moved in with me even tho we've been together for over 4 years, I'm usually the one who needs to plan stuff like nights out, dinners, hang outs etc, and he's very cutesy with someone I know.
So now I'm expecting to do Christmas alone for the first time in 27 years, normally I'm perfectly fine being all alone but something just feels extra depressing being alone during such a beloved and hyped holiday. But hey maybe a nice bottle of red wine will do the trick.
Hope you all will have nice holidays whenever that time comes, cheers in the meantime.
This year will be the first time I spend Christmas alone. A few weeks ago my mom passed away due to a sudden brain hemorrhage and my dad and I aren't on best terms to say the least. I'm not the type of girl who goes to bigger family gatherings either, so my Christmases has consisted of me, my mom and my bf the past couple of years.
Now that my mom is no longer around it should be just me and my bf in theory, however he has started to grow more distant ever since mom passed, and I got a feeling that he's doing stuff behind my back. Some so called red flags consist of the fact that he never moved in with me even tho we've been together for over 4 years, I'm usually the one who needs to plan stuff like nights out, dinners, hang outs etc, and he's very cutesy with someone I know.
So now I'm expecting to do Christmas alone for the first time in 27 years, normally I'm perfectly fine being all alone but something just feels extra depressing being alone during such a beloved and hyped holiday. But hey maybe a nice bottle of red wine will do the trick.
Hope you all will have nice holidays whenever that time comes, cheers in the meantime.
