Being a heroin addict

[dogemn]

Anyone else wants to commit suicide because of being a heroin addict?

 

[Horrors Lazuli]

I've never tried heroin. Why is is driving you to CTB?

 

[dogemn]

I've never tried heroin. Why is is driving you to CTB?

It's sucked the life out of me. I can no longer find any enjoyment sober after having experienced what a shot of heroin makes me feel like, all I can do is get high to temporarily feel normal and just be able to enjoy life. When the high is gone life loses all appeal and suicide seems like the only way to end this situation I'm in, since there's no cure for addiction. It's an incurable disease and I'll have to deal with this for life.

 

[Bobert_Beniro]

can you tell me if you feel more determined on ctb with heroin? Is it better than alcohol?

 

[sorrowful]

Going through withdrawals currently until I get my package, sucks.

have benzos and morph to take the edge off a bit, i have no doubt i will die an addict

 

[AllFoxedOut]

not heroine but alcohol. I kinda hate myself for it but it keeps me lazy enough to not CTB. I can also think about the things that hurt me and not feel so bad

 

[90starve]

im a regular ketamine user - i think that i continue using because i want my life to go even more down hill. it would be easier to CTB if my addiction ruined my life.

i hope this wasn't insensitive to your situation - wishing you the best <3

 

[dogemn]

can you tell me if you feel more determined on ctb with heroin? Is it better than alcohol?

Whenever I'm high on heroin I have zero desire to kill myself, it's the only thing that stops my suicidal thoughts. Alcohol makes me more disinhibited and less afraid to ctb which is why I'll probably get drunk when I do it

im a regular ketamine user - i think that i continue using because i want my life to go even more down hill. it would be easier to CTB if my addiction ruined my life.

i hope this wasn't insensitive to your situation - wishing you the best <3

No it wasn't insensitive, thanks for sharing your thoughts. I was on a similar situation when I injected heroin for the first time because I was feeling suicidal when I did it and didn't really care if it killed me.

 

[josephk]

im addicted to Codeine, Diazepam & Pregabalin. I know this probably isnt as bad as Heroin - though some say Benzo addiction is just as bad. Havent drunk for 20 years because of alcoholism. But whatever is worse is irrelevant. The principle of addiction making life not feel worth living is one i can relate to

 

[Darkover]

i don't know how anyone can get addicted to heroin it's a nasty drug, i've tried it twice both time i snorted it via burning it on tinfoil,it just made me drifting in and out of consciousness for 8 hours and the next day i couldent eat, both time i bought some i've ended up flushing it down toilet i didn't get any sort of euphoria from it both times i order from the darkweb from two different suppliers so i doubt it was a bad batch of heroin they all had good reviews