been parrially hanging myself to "test" it

[echo_loaf]

I've been hanging myself to my doorknob a few times a day for a week now. first I did it as a sexual play but it's not anymore (and probably never fully has been).
I want to reach unconsciousness,í without dying as I'm not ready for that yet, but it doesn't work for some reason
my method is like this: I have the tied end as a nook (no problem with the knot) and I pass it on top of my door knob, and hold this end to make the part around my neck higher and tighter.
I feel my blood righting to my head and face, get dry mouth, can still somehow breathe. is that normal? is they're something I'm doing wrong? any advice is really appreciated.
also I attempted night night before and it didn't work but if anyone has a way of dying peacefuly In my bed i'd love to hear it

 

[imOK]

If you don't want to die that's a very good way to accidentally kill yourself or give yourself brain damage. I'd stop if I was you.

 

[LeavingEarly]

Do you have pictures of the setup?