Do not overdose on paracetamols as I did it before unless if you want to mix that with another method…. It was the most excruciating pain that I have ever felt. To be honest I think other methods like hanging, CO monoxide, SN and N would be better methods. (We do have a lot methods and resources here so you can have a look at them).
I'm not encouraging you to commit suicide here but please do a lot of research before committing suicide and the recovery for me was brutal I had drips on my arms everywhere and they had to take a lot of blood test on a daily basis etc and did a scan to check if my liver had been damaged or not and unluckily my liver wasn't damaged. I remember when they told me that my liver wasn't damaged I was so angry, I was angry because I felt like a failure…. The fact that I failed to kill myself then and i'm even more angry right now that I failed to die back then because of what I have been going through for the past few months because if I had succeeded back then I wouldn't have gone through this ordeal twice.
I wish I knew about this site then in 2018 then I would have been more thorough and more prepared.
It wasn't pretty and it was the most physical pain that I have ever gone through so please choose other methods which are better out there.
All the best in whatever decision you decide to make in the end.
Edit - I was told though if were to use the same method I would damage my liver due to my prior attempt and I actually do have a lot paracetamols in my flat but I don't think I would end up using them.
