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Sunlight99

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I know enough about suicide to know all kinds of people do it. Im fascinated by beautiful people who commit suicide. I think because it makes me feel better to know all kinds of people are messed up, even those who outwardly seem good. It's weird, I know.
 
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dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
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I understand, I'm beautiful :love::wee::love:

And I still want to die, I'm trying to find a way to accept life but being a male, skinny, beautiful, little stupid , little smart, and poor....

So accepting life is still difficult....

But I'm beautiful, there's no doubt about that :)

I understand when I see beautiful woman suffer emotional or health issues, I'm not alone.


I'll attach a picture in some random next post
 
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Frostypigeon

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It's not weird at all. When I was younger I always wanted to look different, better looking. Then maybe I would be happy. Took awhile for me to learn that having the best exterior looks means nil if the internal is at constant war with it's self
 
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FTL.Wanderer

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I know enough about suicide to know all kinds of people do it. Im fascinated by beautiful people who commit suicide. I think because it makes me feel better to know all kinds of people are messed up, even those who outwardly seem good. It's weird, I know.


It's inevitable people will have different opinions about the effects of physical aesthetics on suicide risk, but there's plenty of reproduced cross-cultural evidence from all over the planet that physical appearance is critical to life experience--from the attention students earn from faculty across the entire education spectrum and the grades students earn, to the odds of getting hired AND getting promoted at work, to salary and raises, to getting help in trivial and desperate circumstances, to the kinds of partners people get and marry (their social status, their income...), to the medical treatment people get from professionals, even the attention parents give their own children. Looks are critical to life experience. Not for everyone, but statistically. It's better to be rich than poor. And it's better to be good looking than ugly. Life don't hold hands... :/
 
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Looks don't matter as much as people think. I know of ugly people that have respect because their personality is just so outgoing. But to be honest it does take more effort for ugly people but not impossible.

Top 10 fashion models who committed suicide
 
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21Neberg

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@iHeartRockArt @Redt2go someone made a thread about you two
 
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anelakapu

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One more time for the people in the back

physical appearance is critical to life experience

And you'll never see pictures passed around of an ugly person's successful suicide. Physical appearance is even critical to death "experience".
 
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Ch92921

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Dec 29, 2018
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its entire random which DNA sequence you get and how you will look. there is no god, there is no deeper reason for existence.
 
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FTL.Wanderer

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One more time for the people in the back



And you'll never see pictures passed around of an ugly person's successful suicide. Physical appearance is even critical to death "experience".


You're so right! I notice that just about all the stories of suicide that garner people's sympathy (for a short while) are of pretty, very young people OR superstars (music gods, actors...). You'd think no one unattractive ever committed suicide.
 
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You're so right! I notice that just about all the stories of suicide that garner people's sympathy (for a short while) are of pretty, very young people OR superstars (music gods, actors...). You'd think no one unattractive ever committed suicide.
Hum what about robin williams, and anthony bourdain?
 
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EphemeralDream

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Stereotype of suicide is only for beautiful people. Everyone become beautiful after death. But in reality, nobody care about you more if you're not good looking, so no one care about your suicide.
 
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zadig777

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Stereotype of suicide is only for beautiful people. Everyone become beautiful after death. But in reality, nobody care about you more if you're not good looking, so no one care about your suicide.
agree 100%
 
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Beauty is only a temporary state, everyone loses it sooner or later
 
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I know enough about suicide to know all kinds of people do it. Im fascinated by beautiful people who commit suicide. I think because it makes me feel better to know all kinds of people are messed up, even those who outwardly seem good. It's weird, I know.

I'm like the lawyers : the best ones can be found in the cementery.
 
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Sunlight99

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Hum what about robin williams, and anthony bourdain?

I think it's different for men and women. Both men and women like good-looking people, but men place more emphasis on looks than women. Women are more likely to factor status and wealth into the equation, which those actors have.
 
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zadig777

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this gives me motivation for ctb :D
 
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Taylor

Taylor

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Dec 23, 2018
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I always thought this too, and thought I'd be immune to suicidal ideation my whole life for how lucky I was to be physically attractive. Well it wasn't until I experienced my own personal, inescapable hell and also realized I don't want to get old, where I figured out that no one is immune to suffering and wanting to escape in this life, regardless of any physical gifts you were given.
 
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FTL.Wanderer

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Beauty is only a temporary state, everyone loses it sooner or later

I agree. Health is also only a temporary state everyone loses sooner or later. But how lucky those who have health for a while.
 
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I'm a transgender woman who has thought "if I had been born female things would have been different" on countless occasions. I realized long ago "yes that is true" but more importantly it helped me fundamentally understand determinism and how free will is an illusion. Beauty is just another external force "variable" that effects your life; basically your perception with how everybody interacts with you is altered by it. Similar to other variables if you change one thing, everything else can have a possibly different outcome and where you would become another person with maybe different problems or no problems.
The formula in life just depends on your birth "the starting point" and everything happens in a linear order without you having any control. All previous events are what makes the perceived current moment.
 
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FTL.Wanderer

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The formula in life just depends on your birth "the starting point" and everything happens in a linear order without you having any control. All previous events are what makes the perceived current moment.

I've written about life determinism in four physics journals. The articles were barely published. And the backlash, including at my own university, was fierce. Even non-traditional-religious people refuse to consider seriously the evidence in support of determinism. It undermines their perception of ethics, justice, and societal day-to-day pragmatism. Hence the persistence of hypocritical vapid platitudes like, "It's what's on the inside that counts" that contrast so clearly with the way we actually behave. And the demonization that's almost inevitable of those of us who present evidence in support of determinism... Humanity's loathing of determinism eclipses even their dislike for suicide.
 
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I've written about life determinism in four physics journals. The articles were barely published. And the backlash, including at my own university, was fierce. Even non-traditional-religious people refuse to consider seriously the evidence in support of determinism. It undermines their perception of ethics, justice, and societal day-to-day pragmatism. Hence the persistence of hypocritical vapid platitudes like, "It's what's on the inside that counts" that contrast so clearly with the way we actually behave. And the demonization that's almost inevitable of those of us who present evidence in support of determinism... Humanity's loathing of determinism eclipses even their dislike for suicide.
The downfall of civilization is because of those people. They refuse to face reality for how it's really designed. However long it does take for science to evolve to the point of satisfying most fantasies of todays time will be the key in eliminating those people and this will only be the case if society doesn't destroy the world by global warming or some incurable disease.

It takes a lot of unraveling of social conditioning to be able to confront the "your no different than the reflection you see in the mirror" reality. Neither the reflection or you have any real control when it comes to movements and even what you consider your own thoughts. Every time I see a mass shooting, I just think wow that person suffered a life and where that unique life is responsible of making that person end up considered a lunatic that's mentally ill by society. Sadly the real blame would be at God if one exists and being the moment in time into a life where society being a system was not constructed in a way to prevent that sad life outcome. Society doesn't want to consider itself a system when bad things happen because systems are to blame and not the cogs in a machine that makes the cogs malfunction overtime.
 
elizabeth.luck

elizabeth.luck

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Mar 10, 2019
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IDK if I'm beautiful or not. All I know is two people CTB'ed at my high school when I was a kid. One was traditionally pretty, one wasn't. Guess which one people stopped talking about?
 
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dandan

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Feb 18, 2019
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I always thought this too, and thought I'd be immune to suicidal ideation my whole life for how lucky I was to be physically attractive. Well it wasn't until I experienced my own personal, inescapable hell and also realized I don't want to get old, where I figured out that no one is immune to suffering and wanting to escape in this life, regardless of any physical gifts you were given.
Yeah I felt some big part of my life like this too, so what's up with you?

I see your are young and look healthy... Like me, so what's your demons?

Me I find myself bad at many things in life , bad choices , bad social skills , always negative, and even when positive I dont find myself enjoying life.

Damm... I vented on a post that wasn't even mine
Even now, when I have tried Nitrogen exit bag, went looking for N, ... Even now it seems strange a beautiful guy/girl wants to ctb .... But my own experience is I'm good looking too, but I've created my own hell cause of my poor social skills and negativity... I could've live a wonderful life!!! But I fucked it up!!
 
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Taylor

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Dec 23, 2018
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Yeah I felt some big part of my life like this too, so what's up with you?

I see your are young and look healthy... Like me, so what's your demons?

Me I find myself bad at many things in life , bad choices , bad social skills , always negative, and even when positive I dont find myself enjoying life.

Damm... I vented on a post that wasn't even mine
Even now, when I have tried Nitrogen exit bag, went looking for N, ... Even now it seems strange a beautiful guy/girl wants to ctb .... But my own experience is I'm good looking too, but I've created my own hell cause of my poor social skills and negativity... I could've live a wonderful life!!! But I fucked it up!!
I've explained it far too many times haha. Better to just see here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/introduce-yourself.3952/page-9
 
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I've explained it far too many times haha. Better to just see here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/introduce-yourself.3952/page-9
Thank you for sharing , I'm not in physical pain but everything else I relate... And it's difficult to understand myself .. I just got a WhatsApp message from the vetshop saying I can pickup N, but now I dont want to ctb, but like what can I do then... Fuck!
 
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lululoo

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Dec 15, 2018
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I'm not sure about my attractiveness level. I've been told enough that I'm pretty to think it could be true, but I also have plenty of experiences to make me think I'm not. But anyway, attractiveness is never enough. I know pretty people with massive issues that have attempted or completed suicide and it makes sense to me that they did, given what they struggled with. Prettiness can't save you. Though ugliness obviously can make a shitty hand you are dealt way worse.
 
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As someone who has always been told they are "attractive" (i have very low self esteem so disagree) but Im here to say it got me no where but pain, abuse and my eventual demise that brought me to this site. My "looks" only seemed to attract bad abusive people. Looks mean nothing its quality of life that maters.
 
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