I asked my GP for help after attempting to jump off a bridge (stopped by the police). They prescribed me anti-depressants and put me on a 2 year waiting list for talking therapy. A couple weeks later, I called again complaining that the anti-depressants were not working and I would like to change them for a different kind. My GP then told me since I was 'refusing' to follow her advice, that she would no longer contact me and then hung up on me. All I asked was for a change in anti-depressants...
Fast forward 2 months later, I went missing for 2 days after taking an overdose and am now sectioned in a psychiatric hospital, where I've now been for 4 months. My GP did not listen to me, and it didn't have to get this bad if she would've just changed the medication and worked with me instead of abandoning me over a simple request. I appreciate that currently they are trying to help me, but there is not much help out there to be honest. All they can do is keep me safe until I change my mind about ctb which is very unlikely as none of the medications have worked so far.
I do really wish there was something they could do, but in all honestly I think it was left too late.