Topaz111
I can feel this body in revolt
- Mar 9, 2026
- 196
3 dead birds in 2 weeks
Middle of the sidewalk, a dead bird still in the egg, a dead magpie on the roof..
3 off leash dogs barking at me and chasing me in 1 month (never had that happen before)
No wonder my luck has been so rotten, something is wrong in the air.
Something/someone is out to get me, or I am cursed. My health *somehow* got even worse.
I regret not hanging myself back then
I still have SN, but I don't think I could wait for it to kill me this long, my only hope is to hang myself, *maybe* get hit by train if I had the courage for that.
I keep hearing dogs panting, but when I turn there is nothing there, I keep seeing people out of the corner of my eye, but when I look again there is nothing there. What the fuck?
Middle of the sidewalk, a dead bird still in the egg, a dead magpie on the roof..
3 off leash dogs barking at me and chasing me in 1 month (never had that happen before)
No wonder my luck has been so rotten, something is wrong in the air.
Something/someone is out to get me, or I am cursed. My health *somehow* got even worse.
I regret not hanging myself back then
I still have SN, but I don't think I could wait for it to kill me this long, my only hope is to hang myself, *maybe* get hit by train if I had the courage for that.
I keep hearing dogs panting, but when I turn there is nothing there, I keep seeing people out of the corner of my eye, but when I look again there is nothing there. What the fuck?
