Back in the 90s when I grew up, my mother was the primary caregiver. Both the parents worked but mother also did the chores at home. Father wasn't abusive but neglectful.
My mother asked me to help her out at small tasks ans I did try, but she had so many set of rules for cleaning and religious superstitions that I made mistakes most of the time while doing the chores and that would start the shouting, yelling ,beating and cursing. It happened so frequently that, those are the only memories I have. All this has seriously fucked me up.
I feel I am damaged beyond repair.
My mother asked me to help her out at small tasks ans I did try, but she had so many set of rules for cleaning and religious superstitions that I made mistakes most of the time while doing the chores and that would start the shouting, yelling ,beating and cursing. It happened so frequently that, those are the only memories I have. All this has seriously fucked me up.
I feel I am damaged beyond repair.
