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Lily (Osako)

Lily (Osako)

Everything all at once
Jul 30, 2022
381
Today is a terrible day. I'm hurting so bad. I'm having a hard time breathing. I can't stop crying.
My insides feel like they want to explode into a million pieces.
It hurts so much.
The saddest part about it is nothing happened. I just woke up in excruciating pain, physically, mentally, and emotionally.
I just want it to stop.
PLEASE STOP!
 
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katagiri83

katagiri83

Like tears in rain
Jan 4, 2022
119
Waking up with that sense of dread & panic is devastating…
Hope you can at least have some relief from both the emotional and mental pain. x
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
I can't cry, i don't know why but i feel like i have a sadness and apathy since i wake up, it's so hard to remain in this state.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,851
Today is a terrible day. I'm hurting so bad. I'm having a hard time breathing. I can't stop crying.
My insides feel like they want to explode into a million pieces.
It hurts so much.
The saddest part about it is nothing happened. I just woke up in excruciating pain, physically, mentally, and emotionally.
I just want it to stop.
PLEASE STOP!
I woke up again this morning with the 'Big Chill', the cold realization that she is still gone for eternity
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
I'm sorry you've having such a terrible day, and terrible pains. I hope that the pains that can, do subside soon. I hope they stop and you find some relief soon.
 
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nys

nys

mors mihi lucrum
Jun 1, 2022
269
Sorry your day is going so horribly. I don't know how to help you but I hope you have a better day tomorrow ):
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,320
Existence really is so cruel and it does seem as though there is no escape from suffering in a life like this. I'm sorry that you are trapped in this situation. I wish you relief as none of us should ever have to endure such pain.
 
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