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Tried-tireD
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- Dec 19, 2022
- 31
So I plan to CTB next week and I'm getting pretty nervous about it, which is natural. But I'm extra worried now about what if I fail. I know I'll most definitely be institutionalised in some way when I'm found which is probably a fate worse than death so I absolutely can't fail. I've just tried to not think about that possibility till now.
My setup is a 9mm thick polyethylene (I think) rope in a slipknot tied to a shower head. I've tested it out by pushing my hand through the noose and I can also hang or even swing a little on the rope so I do have some confidence that it will work.
But I tend to overthink a lot and so I want to circumvent a possible failure by maybe slitting my throat with a scalpel but that is WAY too scary for me. Is there maybe anything I can do in the case of a failure or is there anything I can do to improve my setup?
My setup is a 9mm thick polyethylene (I think) rope in a slipknot tied to a shower head. I've tested it out by pushing my hand through the noose and I can also hang or even swing a little on the rope so I do have some confidence that it will work.
But I tend to overthink a lot and so I want to circumvent a possible failure by maybe slitting my throat with a scalpel but that is WAY too scary for me. Is there maybe anything I can do in the case of a failure or is there anything I can do to improve my setup?