Backed out of attempt...

[Happy deathday!]

I was supposed to take SN in a few hours, but I backed out because I'm afraid of being found by people I live with. I still would really like to CTB though. I might have to wait a few weeks until I'll have an opportunity to CTB with SN without there being too much of a risk of being found. I fucking hate how I have to do all this elaborate planning, and how I have to keep living my miserable life when all I want to do is just die.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be awful wanting to leave this world but yet you cant. We really should have a right to die and not be forced to do these methods in secrecy as nobody deserves to suffer. I wish you the best.