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thecolourgold

thecolourgold

night night coming soon. ❤️
Apr 22, 2023
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I took two days off from attempting, if you've been following I was attempting nearly non stop for two weeks (with one other day long break). My family convinced me I could get help, but no surprise, the mental healthcare system is failing me, again.I knew my break wouldn't last long, but two days… damn. I'm gonna try full suspension tonight. I have a place that will work great. Outside with a beautiful view. Of course I'll report here in the next few days if I fail again, who knows. I might be attempting for another two weeks straight…. But eventually, something is gonna work. Locating carotid artery is my main problem. If I'm gone tonight, good luck all, in recovery or in departure.
 
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Qua

Qua

there's no turning back now
Apr 30, 2023
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I hope you find the peace you're seeking. Wish you the best of luck and a safe journey
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for.
 
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