pochii
Member
- May 27, 2023
- 38
It's been a while since I wrote anything here, i showed a friend this site and got to lurking again. I don't talk to anyone about this stuff so i just kinda sit on it. I haven't been thinking at all for a couple of months because of my medication. I just take stuff for anxiety and depression. I've learned overtime that life is scary and sad on its own so i figured i could just deal with it like everyone else so i got off them.
After about 2 weeks I felt my mind much more free and full of ideas but another 2 weeks and i'm back down in the hole. i'm so much more aware of my existence and consciousness i try to ignore it but it's such an existential fear. and that fear mixed with my life not going anywhere i'm so exhausted. I just wish i could have some sorta win in my life.
After about 2 weeks I felt my mind much more free and full of ideas but another 2 weeks and i'm back down in the hole. i'm so much more aware of my existence and consciousness i try to ignore it but it's such an existential fear. and that fear mixed with my life not going anywhere i'm so exhausted. I just wish i could have some sorta win in my life.
