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[Crow_88]

I've been gone for a while and now I'm back. Nothing has changed and things inevitably get worse. Still full of dread, still afraid of homelessness, still don't want to be alive. I've lived my horrid life and just want to die in my sleep. That is all.

 

[eternalpace]

I was absent for a period of time, too. When I was last here, I was researching and preparing for partial suspension. Obviously, my efforts weren't successful. I waited a few years but, long story short, nothing has changed... except for the method that I'll try on my next attempt.

 

[Crow_88]

I was absent for a period of time, too. When I was last here, I was researching and preparing for partial suspension. Obviously, my efforts weren't successful. I waited a few years but, long story short, nothing has changed... except for the method that I'll try on my next attempt.

Yeah, it just sort of goes on and on with no changes.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Discovered this place 6.5 years ago. Had some decent periods (as basement dwelling goes) but 24-25 was on a manic/depressive cycle. This has to be the end. Self awareness is unbearable. I can't believe how I blew it.