Venting Back Here Again

[EdgeofRevival]

Back again. I thought things would be better now. After my mother kicked me out, me and my siblings were able to get an apartment, and let my girlfriend move in. Recently, my girlfriend has been going through psychosis among other mental problems, and my own issues have been aggravated as well. We keep fighting. It's not just her making me feel this way- I'm tired of scraping by and working for what feels like pennies. Im so ill in every aspect of the word- Physically, chronically, mentally. Lately, I've been thinking of ctb using our balcony. We're on the 20th floor, and someone on our floor has died before (although accidentally.) The only reason I'm staying is sheer cowardice, and my girlfriends bunny. She's gone for a week so now I take care of the bun. I'm really at a loss.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really tiring and dreadful what you have to go through, it's awful how existing can very easily just get worse. But anyway I wish you the best.