Back From The Grave

[WhyIsLife56]

I had my Stan moment.

I am always honest. To a fault. I was in a very bad place and hurt by someone who I care about deeply who is going through a difficult time.

Being an impulsive CTBer, was I getting ready? Yes.

I then received a Skype from someone I work with. I am a huge fan of this person. He was talking about lawsuits he is involved in and other matters.

He must have seen the glazed look I had on my face and asked what was wrong. I then had my Stan moment and told him everything.

I told him I was getting ready to CTB. I told him about Stan who CTB. I told him how hurt I was.

Yes, he looked in shock, and in my business suicide is all too common place.

He then said 4 words I needed to hear. Don't. I need you.

Yes. Jean who takes care of everybody had a meltdown and needed someone to realize that maybe she had issues too. I hate to admit I am human, since I hate most humans.

I am back. At this particular second I am OK. I am with my cats.

It has also been getting around in my business the fact that I am suicidal and am doing damage control to prevent the whole world from knowing my business.

I am sorry if I worried anyone. Thank you for all the messages.

I promise, next time I won't leave so abruptly, and am so sorry to all of you who I upset. It was never my intention.

Now back to our regularly scheduled programming.

My guts were telling me you might have been preparing for it.
I was right about that at least.

 

[Green Destiny]

I've never spoken personally with you but I've read plenty of your comforting words and thoughts and wan't to say that it's okay to feel what you're going through. I hope that helps since I myself am not good at giving out comfort to others. Feel better.

 

[Jean4]

I've never spoken personally with you but I've read plenty of your comforting words and thoughts and wan't to say that it's okay to feel what you're going through. I hope that helps since I myself am not good at giving out comfort to others. Feel better.

I don't know why you said you aren't good at it, because you are. Thank you. :)

 

[mediocre]

I think we've lost so many og's I'm so happy to see you're still here

 

[Jean4]

I think we've lost so many og's I'm so happy to see you're still here

I'm still here. Thank you for caring.

 

[WhyIsLife56]

Now I have an important question for you--how was the grave? ;)

 

[Jean4]

Now I have an important question for you--how was the grave? ;)

Meh. I have slept in worse places. ;)

 

[PDAnnie2610]

Glad you are here! Do take care!

 

[BabyYoda]

Welcome back @Jean4 !!

 

[Jean4]

Glad you are here! Do take care!

Thank you. :)

 

[chris8000]

Long live the Queen!

Sorry I know I've said this before, but couldn't think of anything more imaginative.