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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
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Worked the overnight. I'm working now, and I picked up overtime after this. Suicide attempt? I don't know.

I'm spending my free time learning languages tho.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
I've been up for 24-30 hours a few times over the last couple of weeks. Then sleep for 12-16.
 
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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
927
I've been up for 24-30 hours a few times over the last couple of weeks. Then sleep for 12-16.
Those Ghost sour patch energy drinks are my friend. But I only have one a day, or else I get horrific anxiety and heart palpitations.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
Those Ghost sour patch energy drinks are my friend. But I only have one a day, or else I get horrific anxiety and heart palpitations.
It's meds and weed and mental health shit doing it to me.

Years ago, stayed awake over 40 hours during a manic episode.
 
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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
927
It's meds and weed and mental health shit doing it to me.

Years ago, stayed awake over 40 hours during a manic episode.
I hate manic episodes. I get the dysphoric kind. Back in 2023, I had a manic episode that lasted several months in which I was both enraged and horny 24/7.
 
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OhhDrugzZ

OhhDrugzZ

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Feb 14, 2024
32
I was awake for three days (72h) a couple of times
 
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Life

To much time is evil
Oct 30, 2023
43
Are you familiar with Emil Cioran?
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,471
I worked the night shift for years. I still cant get a normal pattern. I can be found up random times still.
 
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Mooncry

Delulu girlfailure 🌙
Sep 11, 2024
362
Those Ghost sour patch energy drinks are my friend. But I only have one a day, or else I get horrific anxiety and heart palpitations.
Those are FUCKING incredible. Sometimes my bf brings me home one after work. They're like crack, they fr taste so good ;w;
 
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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
927
Those are FUCKING incredible. Sometimes my bf brings me home one after work. They're like crack, they fr taste so good ;w;
I'm still going. In about two hours I should be able to take my Geodon.
 
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jadeturtle

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Apr 23, 2025
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i learned the best thing to do when hyped up with long hours or shifts is to give myself lots and lots of time to calm and soothe the body. hot bath, journaling, yoga, even binge watching an interesting tv show. that helps my body relax. when the body is relaxed the thoughts move towards resting and sleeping. this is more compassionate and less suffering then s-planning.
 

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