
Dreamland6947
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- Oct 19, 2025
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So I recently made a post about my SN plan.
But I'm running into issues with my SN provider who suddenly doesn't want to work anymore, bad timing for me (they stopped for everyone)
So I was considering if I should push into the SN path (I'm in Western Europe for availability)
Or try and go to another one and what would you say is viable for me:
Little information of me: I have been diagnosed with schizo-affective, ASD, ADHD and OCD.
I have access to quite a few meds:
- Olanzapine, Clozapine, Risperidone
- Diazepam(Valium), Bromazepam, Xanax
- Methylphenidate
- Fluoxetine, Paxil
- Actiskenan 20mg (Morphine)
- Pregabalin
I also have some other chemicals, though I'm unsure if I can say them here
I have some Omeprazole laying around a few bottles of amitryptiline
These days I'm on:
54mg of Methylphenidate morning + 32Mg booster in the afternoon
60mg Fluoxetine
10mg Valium morning, 20mg at night
8mg Risperidone at night
6mg Bromazepam if needed
I'm still living at my parents despite being an adult, but there are days where I can be alone (A whole day, sometimes a weekend)
The exit bag path doesn't seem good to me (Feel free to tell otherwise and share you thoughts
Ligature might sound good? By I have Dyspraxia too and I fear I won't be able to tie stuff
CO path, might be, be I'm unsure if I can do the logistics discretly enough
I need to read more about SA but that might be a path
What would you recommand? i'm open that talk about anything
But I'm running into issues with my SN provider who suddenly doesn't want to work anymore, bad timing for me (they stopped for everyone)
So I was considering if I should push into the SN path (I'm in Western Europe for availability)
Or try and go to another one and what would you say is viable for me:
Little information of me: I have been diagnosed with schizo-affective, ASD, ADHD and OCD.
I have access to quite a few meds:
- Olanzapine, Clozapine, Risperidone
- Diazepam(Valium), Bromazepam, Xanax
- Methylphenidate
- Fluoxetine, Paxil
- Actiskenan 20mg (Morphine)
- Pregabalin
I also have some other chemicals, though I'm unsure if I can say them here
I have some Omeprazole laying around a few bottles of amitryptiline
These days I'm on:
54mg of Methylphenidate morning + 32Mg booster in the afternoon
60mg Fluoxetine
10mg Valium morning, 20mg at night
8mg Risperidone at night
6mg Bromazepam if needed
I'm still living at my parents despite being an adult, but there are days where I can be alone (A whole day, sometimes a weekend)
The exit bag path doesn't seem good to me (Feel free to tell otherwise and share you thoughts
Ligature might sound good? By I have Dyspraxia too and I fear I won't be able to tie stuff
CO path, might be, be I'm unsure if I can do the logistics discretly enough
I need to read more about SA but that might be a path
What would you recommand? i'm open that talk about anything