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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
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This is the worse combination. If you're preyed upon it's YOUR fault for not having the good mix = chemistry
 
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HappyForever?

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Feb 14, 2021
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I'd say just two of these are deadly enough to warrant CTBing. I'm sorry you are suffering from all four.
 
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Journeytoletgo

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May 14, 2018
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I'd say just two of these are deadly enough to warrant CTBing. I'm sorry you are suffering from all four.
What are the two things?
 
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sneezing123

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Mar 26, 2021
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what do you mean by dysfunction? I can tell you I at least have three of those (autism, bad skin, shitty mental health.) fortunately there is a cure for acne at least, no matter how severe. see a dermatologist if you can, then you can at least remove 'bad skin' from your list.:D
 
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Journeytoletgo

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May 14, 2018
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what do you mean by dysfunction? I can tell you I at least have three of those (autism, bad skin, shitty mental health.) fortunately there is a cure for acne at least, no matter how severe. see a dermatologist if you can, then you can at least remove 'bad skin' from your list.:D
I tried multiple things but nothing helped instead they experimented on me using skin creams and bad pills that didn't work. It was just a bad position and I was terrified nothing helped so I was out of luck that was the time to do it but whatever you have to have emotional intelligence
 
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makebelieve

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Apr 19, 2022
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I feel u so much on bad skin. My genes have cursed me...
 
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melodrama

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May 7, 2022
47
I have bad skin too, sometimes I feel like ripping my skin off with a knife. I don't know what to do anymore...
 
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sneezing123

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Mar 26, 2021
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I tried multiple things but nothing helped instead they experimented on me using skin creams and bad pills that didn't work. It was just a bad position and I was terrified nothing helped so I was out of luck that was the time to do it but whatever you have to have emotional intelligence
have you tried Accutane yet?
 
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Silent Forrest

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Jul 14, 2022
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I've noticed with people with Autism, sensory processing problems are very frequent, such as to: smell, visual, taste, sound, touch, balance, body awareness and internal body senses, my guess is it's something to do with pre historic survival instincts genetically. Having those sense back then in prehistoric times, I guess would of increased their chances of survival.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I think I'm on the spectrum or highly sensitive. Easily socially exhausted, chronic people pleaser

I mean dysfunctional family system
what do you mean by dysfunction? I can tell you I at least have three of those (autism, bad skin, shitty mental health.) fortunately there is a cure for acne at least, no matter how severe. see a dermatologist if you can, then you can at least remove 'bad skin' from your list.:D
Dysfunctional family unit. Not the worse but yelling, fights, no communication
 
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Infernal

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Jul 28, 2022
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I've noticed with people with Autism, sensory processing problems are very frequent, such as to: smell, visual, taste, sound, touch, balance, body awareness and internal body senses, my guess is it's something to do with pre historic survival instincts genetically. Having those sense back then in prehistoric times, I guess would of increased their chances of survival.
Yes, we tend to be hypersensitive or have sensory issues. It makes wanting to ctb even more difficult than it is for the average person when you're extremely sensitive to all bodily pain and discomfort. I can barely even handle getting my blood drawn or a bad headache, let alone the vast majority of suicide methods. I just cannot fathom how people manage to cut themselves. A part of me thinks I'm just weak or wimpy but really I feel like my nervous system is wired differently and way more effected by pain than regular people. It's an absolute curse.