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rs929

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Dec 18, 2020
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Anyone else find auditory problems a major cause contributing to wanting to CTB?

Tinnitus, hyperacusia, misophonia, APD, hearing loss, etc.
 
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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
Jul 1, 2020
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yes. i have no idea what it is exactly but i cant hear/hear words wrong. i can pay 100% attention to my husband and ill still hear words completely wrong and i dont want to ask because its embarrassing and i have an attention problem where i need to do something basically 24/7 so i cant pay complete attention which just makes it worse. its a circle that i cant win. if i do listen, i still completely mishear words (like not even close) and my brain gets all fidgety and bored I NEED TO DO SOMETHING theres not enough stimulation and im bored 98% of the day. if i fix the stimulation problem then the hearing problem only gets worse, like it would for a normal person but even worse because i couldnt hear right in the first place. i was suppose to get a hearing test to see if it was a physical or mental problem (basically crossing off possibilities) but i got anxiety and skipped it.
 
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DarkWolf

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Mar 29, 2021
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Misophonia is a HUGE problem for me and definitely of my reasons to ctb.I would go as far to say it ruins my life and makes me hate myself beyond measure. Certain noises also make very anxious.
I now also have tinnitus to top it off.
 
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