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bigballsniqqa

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Apr 23, 2025
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about to try and hang myself in about 30 minutes, i have drunk 150ml of vodka, will let you guys know how it goes, if i dont respond i might be gone so yeah
 
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I hope you find peace
 
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Godspeed 🫂
 
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bigballsniqqa

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Apr 23, 2025
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yoooo i feel funny, this is my first time drinking

i hope so as well
im ngl, i feel amazing rn, i feel weightless, and my stomach feels warm, however im still gonna try and hang myself
 
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Be careful when this is the first time you drank alcohol. Make sure your knots are tied correctly and place the noose above your adamsapple. I wish you good luck to leave this shit planet👍👍
 
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bigballsniqqa

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Be careful when this is the first time you drank alcohol. Make sure your knots are tied correctly and place the noose above your adamsapple. I wish you good luck to leave this shit planet👍👍
FUCK MY DAD CAME HOME
damn, i was really excited to leave
ill try hanging myself in my bedroom,but fuck, i really wanted to go,and now my dad comes home
why can't he go to work or something
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
FUCK MY DAD CAME HOME
damn, i was really excited to leave
ill try hanging myself in my bedroom,but fuck, i really wanted to go,and now my dad comes home
why can't he go to work or something
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
but i feel good rn, i feel very sedated, very weightless, like ive taken many pills of allargex, idk if i have reduced inhibition, but rn i feel weightless and kinda numb, i wish i had time to hang myself, i wanna leave so bad
 
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FUCK MY DAD CAME HOME
damn, i was really excited to leave
ill try hanging myself in my bedroom,but fuck, i really wanted to go,and now my dad comes home
why can't he go to work or something
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

but i feel good rn, i feel very sedated, very weightless, like ive taken many pills of allargex, idk if i have reduced inhibition, but rn i feel weightless and kinda numb, i wish i had time to hang myself, i wanna leave so bad

well atleast you feel good
 
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realname

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May 8, 2023
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If I may ask, were you going to try a full or partial hanging?
Vodka gave me headaches and the cheaper it was the worse it was
 
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bigballsniqqa

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Apr 23, 2025
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If I may ask, were you going to try a full or partial hanging?
Vodka gave me headaches and the cheaper it was the worse it was
i was going to try a full suspension in the garage but my family arrived home, so i desperately went for a partial hanging attempt in my room
If I may ask, were you going to try a full or partial hanging?
Vodka gave me headaches and the cheaper it was the worse it was
my headache is very light, probably too light to be classed as a headache even, just a very minor throbbing
 
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realname

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May 8, 2023
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I see . . Just curious, sending best for whatever ends up happening. Did you already attempt the partial or are you gearing up for that?
 
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bigballsniqqa

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Apr 23, 2025
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Welcme t/ drinkng
nahhhh id never drink for pleasure, it was so disgusting
I see . . Just curious, sending best for whatever ends up happening. Did you already attempt the partial or are you gearing up for that?
i had attempted the partial as a last ditch attempt without any logical thought behind it, it would never go through as my parents would probably knock on my door, they check my room very often when they are around
 
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realname

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May 8, 2023
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Understandable.. another day then i guess
 
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