I'm relatively new to SaSu, but I don't know exactly who to ask about this. I am currently on probation for three counts of 4th degree assault. I'm not sure I can wait any longer, I don't want to attempt because I am not going back whatsoever, on my life and soul (no pun intended).
Basically I just want to know if I should wait until I'm off of probation. I've been trying to die for about 7 years now and can't take this much longer. I thought I wasn't wanting to die after I got out but that lasted less than a week and I was just back to being numb again. I would rather always want to die than always feel numb.
PS: May 1st is most likely when I'm off
I just realized how hard to read this is. English is a hard language so forgive me
Basically I just want to know if I should wait until I'm off of probation. I've been trying to die for about 7 years now and can't take this much longer. I thought I wasn't wanting to die after I got out but that lasted less than a week and I was just back to being numb again. I would rather always want to die than always feel numb.
PS: May 1st is most likely when I'm off
I just realized how hard to read this is. English is a hard language so forgive me
