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Donk

Donk

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i would strongly reconsider this method. majority of SS members wants a method which result in the least pain or discomfort. i think we are just shock at the method you have chosen because its the opposite. please consider the suffering you will go through if you dont succeed with the method. i dont think the reward of ctb will out weight the suffering you will experience should you not succeed.
 
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Nohopeinhell

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Mar 1, 2020
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I see that you have tried lots of methods? What made you fail these? E.g hanging? Doesn't sound like you are researching enough if you keep failing multiple times. If someone really really wanted to die they wouldn't harm themselves in ways you have mentioned. It sounds to me like you are self harming, but in a really extreme way. Forgive me if im wrong?

This sounds like you just want to hurt from pain. This method wont work. If you want to call it a method... You wont get near your intestine without passing out.

I worked in theatres and have seen many surgeries and im sorry but theres no way you would even get that far with a scalpel alone. Surgeons use different blade sizes. It will require pressure. Its not just one or 2 swipes to the stomach. Even in a self harm situation.

You come across as a young person who is acting on impulse and not really researching your methods. Your last post suggests you want to feel pain and die a really painful death. This is a fourm for peaceful methods to CTB not self mutilation. I think perhaps you haven't seeked professional help for long enough.

You have just turned 18 right?
Reffering to previous post.

" I am going to get water from the toilet, and mix it with dirt and cat poop (gross, I know) to further introduce bacteria"

"I just realized that water stings when you inject, so the pain was so bad I did maybe 6ml but it was full of bacteria from dirt and cat shit, so hopefully it'll cause an infection. It really hurt."


Trust me, this is absolutely nothing compared to what you're going to try.
 
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Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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@galaticgrizzly, I'm curious as to why you share these extreme methods on the forum.

Is it to give others new methods? Because realistically, they're not going to work.

Is it to get support? Because realistically, no one is supporting you in these methods. You always start with a caveat to not try to stop you, so you already know what's coming.

Is it to troll? That seems plausible.

Care to enlighten us as to your motivation for these posts?
 
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FreedomInDeath

FreedomInDeath

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Jan 6, 2020
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What if you end up living but end up with a colostomy bag?
 
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rntmss

rntmss

Taking it one day at a time
Feb 7, 2020
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Jesus... that sounds absolutely horrid. Please don't do this method.
 
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Suez

Suez

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Feb 27, 2020
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Its not that those methods dont work, because each of them on their own can absolutely work, altho overdosing i would agree is not the most reliable method. But for instance drowning, the only way you cud not die from drowning (if you did it somewhere where noone was around ) is if while under water you decided its not what you want. If you stayed under water you would have died. Hanging, again unless there is someone to save you etc etc, so maybe its not about the methods but that they just need tweaking. For instance you will die from drowning if you go somewhere noone is likely to see you, if its hanging, just research the method again to look at what you cud do differently. Antifreeze absolutely will kill you, you just need to drink more. It only takes 1400-1600mg/kg, so depending on how big you are, thats maybe a shot glass. However it sounds like you want to try some diff stuff now. I wouldnt bother eating if you intend to cut &expose your intestines, as you will more likely get an infection from exposure anyway, so no need for food. It will probably take a while however? If you want something quicker then it makes more sense to severe one of your carotid arteries. Your cardiac output is 5L/min, so for a single carotid that is 500ml/min which means it would take about 10mins to bleed out. If i were you tho i would seriously reconsider. It doesnt sound like you really know what your doing. The randomness and peculiar methods that you have come up with dont make any sense at all. I am a Dr, so im baffled by your choice of methods. Do you just think this stuff up as i cant imagine that anyone else will ever have tried the "methods" you are talking about? Finally,the fact that you say you have tried drugs, OD's, hanging, drowning, antifreeze etc makes me wonder is this about suicide at all? As i mentioned earlier, even a single shot of antifreeze would be enough to kill a person, but this didnt work????
@GoodPersonEffed as usual has summed everything up very well. It seems there is nothing remotely sincere in your posts. The "methods" you describe, are anything but that.They are but sensational musings, for your amusement? They certainly dont seem to be amusing anyone here at all. Far from it, it seems many people see you as being disingenuous. So what is your purpose here as it most certainly isnt about suicide? Im not sure it is even about self harm because why would you feel the need to promote your "musings" in the way that you are? The type of bizarre self injurious behaviour that you talk about, if in fact any of this is real, needs to be addressed somewhere else i think. While i think you need to see someone about this, i dont believe, from what you are saying, that you are ready to be honest about it with someone. I do wish you well in the future.
 
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galaticgrizzly

existing, not living
Jan 23, 2020
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ok i'll just fucking cut my carotid just to shut you all up lol
Its not that those methods dont work, because each of them on their own can absolutely work, altho overdosing i would agree is not the most reliable method. But for instance drowning, the only way you cud not die from drowning (if you did it somewhere where noone was around ) is if while under water you decided its not what you want. If you stayed under water you would have died. Hanging, again unless there is someone to save you etc etc, so maybe its not about the methods but that they just need tweaking. For instance you will die from drowning if you go somewhere noone is likely to see you, if its hanging, just research the method again to look at what you cud do differently. Antifreeze absolutely will kill you, you just need to drink more. It only takes 1400-1600mg/kg, so depending on how big you are, thats maybe a shot glass. However it sounds like you want to try some diff stuff now. I wouldnt bother eating if you intend to cut &expose your intestines, as you will more likely get an infection from exposure anyway, so no need for food. It will probably take a while however? If you want something quicker then it makes more sense to severe one of your carotid arteries. Your cardiac output is 5L/min, so for a single carotid that is 500ml/min which means it would take about 10mins to bleed out. If i were you tho i would seriously reconsider. It doesnt sound like you really know what your doing. The randomness and peculiar methods that you have come up with dont make any sense at all. I am a Dr, so im baffled by your choice of methods. Do you just think this stuff up as i cant imagine that anyone else will ever have tried the "methods" you are talking about? Finally,the fact that you say you have tried drugs, OD's, hanging, drowning, antifreeze etc makes me wonder is this about suicide at all? As i mentioned earlier, even a single shot of antifreeze would be enough to kill a person, but this didnt work????
@GoodPersonEffed as usual has summed everything up very well. It seems there is nothing remotely sincere in your posts. The "methods" you describe, are anything but that.They are but sensational musings, for your amusement? They certainly dont seem to be amusing anyone here at all. Far from it, it seems many people see you as being disingenuous. So what is your purpose here as it most certainly isnt about suicide? Im not sure it is even about self harm because why would you feel the need to promote your "musings" in the way that you are? The type of bizarre self injurious behaviour that you talk about, if in fact any of this is real, needs to be addressed somewhere else i think. While i think you need to see someone about this, i dont believe, from what you are saying, that you are ready to be honest about it with someone. I do wish you well in the future.
man idk what to tell u i drank the antifreeze and my methanol level was 63. hanging - started thrashing i think idk i was passed out and fell out
lmao one more person who thinks i'm an attention seeker just because i have the balls to do something you don't
@galaticgrizzly, I'm curious as to why you share these extreme methods on the forum.

Is it to give others new methods? Because realistically, they're not going to work.

Is it to get support? Because realistically, no one is supporting you in these methods. You always start with a caveat to not try to stop you, so you already know what's coming.

Is it to troll? That seems plausible.

Care to enlighten us as to your motivation for these posts?
bc i need somewhere to talk about it bc its also kinda scary and no other place to talk about it...maybe not even here anymore bc y'all think im an aw
 
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GoodPersonEffed

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never said that. people are saying cutting the carotid would be better, so that's what i'm going to do???

You said you were going to do it to shut us all up. Now you're saying that's what you're going to do because folks are advising it would be better? No one here is responsible for your actions, they're solely yours to own.
 
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galaticgrizzly

existing, not living
Jan 23, 2020
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You said you were going to do it to shut us all up. Now you're saying that's what you're going to do because folks are advising it would be better? No one here is responsible for your actions, they're solely yours to own.
you dont think i fucking know that?
 
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Hopeindeath!

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Dec 7, 2019
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I am so sorry for the suffering that brought you to this point. I wish you peace.:hug:
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

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Jan 11, 2020
6,727
you dont think i fucking know that?

I don't what you know. I only know the crap you're slinging at others, including me, and I choose to stand up to you and say, Own your shit and knock it off. This isn't a game. People give a fuck and you're slinging shit and lol's back at them. I don't hate you or wish you ill, but I wish you'd step the eff back for a minute and notice how you're treating others who show you compassion and kindness. Sheesh.
 
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galaticgrizzly

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Jan 23, 2020
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I don't what you know. I only know the crap you're slinging at others, including me, and I choose to stand up to you and say, Own your shit and knock it off. This isn't a game. People give a fuck and you're slinging shit and lol's back at them. I don't hate you or wish you ill, but I wish you'd step the eff back for a minute and notice how you're treating others who show you compassion and kindness. Sheesh.
it's not my problem you think it's a stupid method. what if it works?
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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it's not my problem you think it's a stupid method. what if it works?

Sigh.

I don't know what you know, and you don't know what I think, except that I think it's plausible that you're trolling.

Do you. Owning my own shit and hitting ignore to give myself the same peace I genuinely wish for you.
 
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autumnal

autumnal

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Feb 4, 2020
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This 'method' in video form... :))

 
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WhyamIstillhere

WhyamIstillhere

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This might be the most ambitiously stupid method I've ever read.

Godspeed.
 
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Suez

Suez

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Feb 27, 2020
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it's not my problem you think it's a stupid method. what if it works?
Seriously IDK whether this is the right site for you. Please dont try to guilt trip people here by attempting to throw responsibility for what you do/might do on other people here. You knew exactly what you were doing in writing such shock provoking posts about cutting yourself open etc etc Your words were not the words of someone for whom this was their first time ever writing such gratuitous posts like this, so knew the kind of reaction you would get. When you expose yourself like this, saying the things you did you had to have known that you would get attention for it, good & bad, and thats exactly what you got. So what you choose to do here on in, is solely your responsibility. Weve done exactly what you have asked for and that is to not try to talk you out of it, but to give you our opinions and our advice. In your reply to me you said im only saying what i did to you because "you have the balls to do what i dont" .From what ive read & I dont seem to be alone in saying this, what your planning on doing has nothing to do with having balls, quite the contrary. What your planning or saying your planning on doing only makes sense if your wanting to cause yourself unnecessary pain over a long period of time. Your plan is not so much about CTB as it is about the bizarre lengths you say you would go to to give yourself various conditions such as cellulitis. Thats why people dont understand you or say that you are seeking attention, or as @GoodPersonEffed suggested here trolling, but you knew that coming into this. This is not the first time you have written such gratuitous posts.
 
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galaticgrizzly

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Seriously IDK whether this is the right site for you. Please dont try to guilt trip people here by attempting to throw responsibility for what you do/might do on other people here. You knew exactly what you were doing in writing such shock provoking posts about cutting yourself open etc etc Your words were not the words of someone for whom this was their first time ever writing such gratuitous posts like this, so knew the kind of reaction you would get. When you expose yourself like this, saying the things you did you had to have known that you would get attention for it, good & bad, and thats exactly what you got. So what you choose to do here on in, is solely your responsibility. Weve done exactly what you have asked for and that is to not try to talk you out of it, but to give you our opinions and our advice. In your reply to me you said im only saying what i did to you because "you have the balls to do what i dont" .From what ive read & I dont seem to be alone in saying this, what your planning on doing has nothing to do with having balls, quite the contrary. What your planning or saying your planning on doing only makes sense if your wanting to cause yourself unnecessary pain over a long period of time. Your plan is not so much about CTB as it is about the bizarre lengths you say you would go to to give yourself various conditions such as cellulitis. Thats why people dont understand you or say that you are seeking attention, but you knew that coming into this. This is not the first time you have written such gratuitous posts.
wow you've gotten me all figured out :)
 
autumnal

autumnal

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Feb 4, 2020
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wow you've gotten me all figured out :)

iu
 
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HorribleFeelings1

HorribleFeelings1

Its a hard knock life
Jan 18, 2020
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Did she CTB? Why is she banned?
 
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