Athletes

[bipolar22]

Wondering if there's any athletes, professional or just hobbyis amoung us.
Been going pretty hard in the gym lifting and cardio. Recently stopped attending combat sports classes again.
I like really push myself hard 5 days a week for hours in the hope to become more courages. Just dealing with pain ans discomfort thinking it will aid me in my final act. Athletes have a high suicide "risk". Pooped 10 ativan after my training today though ;). Anyway just wondering

 

[Guy Smiley]

You pooped 10 ativan? I don't know how that's even possible.

 

[bipolar22]

I have a history of alcoholsm and and benzo abuse. Didn't have a drink for 8 months but tolerances stays

 

[Guy Smiley]

I understand tolerance, but I guess I'm still just a bit confused as to how that's even physically possible. Were they just regular ativans, or were they suppositories or something like that?

 

[bipolar22]

I understand tolerance, but I guess I'm still just a bit confused as to how that's even physically possible. Were they just regular ativans, or were they suppositories or something like that?

Just from the doc they gave 1 for sleep a day idk