Story Atempt 1: proparnolol overdose (failed)

[manasa]

I had been conspiring for 3 weeks before i gathered enough courage to actually go through it
I had not showered for a week so i showered and went out to have a nice dinner had my favorites and returned full
did not think much and started taking in the tablets about 1200mg of it
slept peacefully hoping not to wake up ever again
but the food i ate ruined my attempt

woke up at 2:30 midnight lost control of my limbs
had severe stomach ache and vomited everything including the pills
felt like i was in extreme pain and trance like state the pain was real but not real at the same time

slept hurting

woke up to more stomach ache unable to stand still
no control over my movement spent some time in the sun and drank a lot of water
went out to have some breakfast still in pain

vomited all the water on road
extremely weak body somehow reached the tiffin center ate some dosa and gained control

never again i will try to overdose on any medicine

another attempt soon not sure which one yet :)

 

[unluckysadness]

Please don't try to overdose with pills again because it's not reliable. You'll probably go to the hospital and you'll suffer more.
I wish you peace

Non-methods that should not be attempted

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[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrible, I'm sorry you have to suffer, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.