Venting At the point that dreams are better then waking life

[Mr_House]

Dreams I seem to have are much better than waking life. Waking reality Is always a mix of Truman show and Groundhog Day - the same scenario on repeat. If the dreams seem so real and life so fake, Why is it bad to opt out? The mind always reminds the Suicidees that they somehow matter or at least are unique, Then when ex-Suicidee decides to live again those thoughts of encouragement are entirely absent from the picture and replaced with thoughts of inferiority and hatred for oneself.

I guess I don't know where I was going with this, but I wanted to see if anybody felt the same way?

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm amazed by my dreams (when I remember them), although unfortunately, they are very rarely pleasant. Still- I utterly detest the moment I wake up, consciousness comes back online and I realise I'm still alive...