Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,203
People can try to push me all they want
I can turn to people to get them to tell me what I don't want to hear
I can get as much encouragement as I'd like
Its not gonna matter unless I decide to wake up and make a change
At the end of the day, focusing on the loans is an excuse. A form of shifting me away from the fear of being independent
Ideally, living on campus would be better for my mental health
Its also likely why I haven't fully moved out either
I have until the 23rd to fully move out without being charged for next semester
And knowing how I feel now, I doubt I will fully utilize the dorm
So, I'd rather remain in the comfortable discomfort of family eggshells than choosing to do the right thing...
I can turn to people to get them to tell me what I don't want to hear
I can get as much encouragement as I'd like
Its not gonna matter unless I decide to wake up and make a change
At the end of the day, focusing on the loans is an excuse. A form of shifting me away from the fear of being independent
Ideally, living on campus would be better for my mental health
Its also likely why I haven't fully moved out either
I have until the 23rd to fully move out without being charged for next semester
And knowing how I feel now, I doubt I will fully utilize the dorm
So, I'd rather remain in the comfortable discomfort of family eggshells than choosing to do the right thing...
