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ewlife

ewlife

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Oct 4, 2023
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I'm in my bedroom with a noose around my neck and crushed up pills on the floor next to me. I don't know what to do. I don't want to live this life but the thought of dying (and surviving) makes me panic. I am so tired.
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Sorry unmet friend, just don't know what to say to you, except that so many of us exist in a similar condition and you have our understanding.
 
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easyescape

easyescape

doomscroll 'til i die!
Oct 10, 2023
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i hope your emotional turmoil can be resolved. may i ask why you crushed pills on the floor?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,402
I find it so dreadful how we cannot just easily leave this existence in peace, it's cruel how people even have to resort to barbaric methods like hanging in the first place. But anyway I get that it's so tiring feeling trapped in this existence, I wish you the best.
 

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