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Jonah Byrde

Jonah Byrde

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Assuming reincarnation was proven real and after death you were reincarnated instantly as a human and it's totally random would you still ctb or have the desire too ctb?
 
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dragonofenvy

dragonofenvy

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Oct 8, 2023
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I have told my therapists "Life isn't Hell, for Hell doesn't punish the innocent. We have God for that. I know I am going to Hell, it's people like you who go to heaven, but at least in Hell I won't be alone."

So, reincarnation would be nice.
 
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Jonah Byrde

Jonah Byrde

20M UK
Sep 4, 2026
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I have told my therapists "Life isn't Hell, for Hell doesn't punish the innocent. We have God for that. I know I am going to Hell, it's people like you who go to heaven, but at least in Hell I won't be alone."

So, reincarnation would be nice.
You a Christian? Rare for this website
 
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dragonofenvy

Paragon
Oct 8, 2023
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You a Christian? Rare for this website
Nope. I'm agnostic. I don't care for religion, but greatly respect their moral teachings. Don't really take much stock in the mythos of Jesus Christ being resurrected and all that stuff. Maybe it happened, maybe it didn't, I wasn't there.

I was using the hell/heaven analogy to explain to my therapists how far apart in status we are, and how I feel about death. You'd think that if I view it this way that I wouldn't fear it. If I didn't fear death, I wouldn't be typing this right now. Damned animal instincts.

God punishing the innocent was my way of explaining how pointless suffering is, and how much life is dictated by fortune. There is no reason behind one's suffering. Some people suffer immensely, then die. A lot of successful people try to say that they're successful because they've suffered. Well, if that's the case, then why am I not a billionaire? Why don't I have a happy family and children I love?

There are no scales to balance. Your past pain does not grant you future joy. The cosmos is indifferent.

Who knows, if I reincarnated I might be worse off. Maybe I'd get my idealist version of what I want my life to be. It's a gamble, and I love gambling!
 
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roseblade

they/them | Never wanted to grow up
Sep 1, 2026
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
496
it depends on what it ends up being like i guess, and what my new mind and body is like there. if i dont have to be depresssed and in the wrong body and autistic/if the world has better support then maybe. but i'd have to be able to do theatre too, i'd be very sad if i couldnt.
 
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DTWAFavor

DTWAFavor

He/they || May my death be a favor to all
Aug 27, 2026
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would you still ctb or have the desire too ctb?
Definitely, especially if i could skip ahead in history so i can get this godawful next couple of years behind me. If my new life turned out to be shit id just hop to the next one. Although, could re really die if our existence is eternal? Would death become just a metaphor?
 
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meiherasayuri

meiherasayuri

꒰ྀི১ ໒꒱ིྀ
Nov 27, 2025
144
It depends on what happens to me in that life
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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reincarnation would be a nightmare,
I want to leave this horrible planet forever
 
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maggineko

maggineko

Holding on 'till May
Aug 10, 2026
120
Assuming reincarnation was proven real and after death you were reincarnated instantly as a human and it's totally random would you still ctb or have the desire too ctb?
I guess it depends on whether I retain my current life memories into the next life. I might be able to make better choices in reincarnation, unless I was dealt with bad cards from the beginning haha. The burden of living will always be more insufferable than a singular-purpose hell or heaven though, so I might want to ctb but also might be afraid to because "I literally got reincarnated; if I die, will I just reincarnate again?"
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
597
Yes because it's irrelevant. Our memories are completely wiped after we die and we'll all die eventually.
 
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star.trip

star.trip

Experienced
Oct 6, 2024
272
I wouldn't want reincarnation at all. It would be like playing a video game where you always lose, no matter what you do
 
EscThisPlace321

EscThisPlace321

I survived the eclipse....
Apr 4, 2026
71
That's a really good question to ask as I've thought of this before and my answer would be no because fuck repeating all that elementary, childish, controlled shit in life.
 
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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
481
reincarnation would be a nightmare,
I want to leave this horrible planet forever
humans are terrified of deeath when in reality death is like sleeping and reincarnation would be akin to being conscious for eternity
 

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