Well I guess I'm desperate enough to risk joining and talking. It just feels risky. I'm pretty sure a lot of people here would understand the worry of someone else finding out about being here and asking this .
I am unsure of what I want to do .
I have been thinking about CTB and I have come to realize how much I really don't know about a good method for it.
What is clear is I want the option to overdose.
I had made what I realize now probably isn't a great prep for it.
Of diphenhydramine
Ibuprofen, Tylenol , Over the counter sleep aid .
And a random Nsaid just as a wild card .
Cocktail.
It's crushed pills .
Plan was/is to mix it into alcohol to drink it .
Please help me have a well thought out option.
I really miss the safety of having an option to CTB.
I am unsure of what I want to do .
I have been thinking about CTB and I have come to realize how much I really don't know about a good method for it.
What is clear is I want the option to overdose.
I had made what I realize now probably isn't a great prep for it.
Of diphenhydramine
Ibuprofen, Tylenol , Over the counter sleep aid .
And a random Nsaid just as a wild card .
Cocktail.
It's crushed pills .
Plan was/is to mix it into alcohol to drink it .
Please help me have a well thought out option.
I really miss the safety of having an option to CTB.
