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Hello,, you said you want to talk...... I've been thinking lately what could possibly be the purpose of life???? Do you have any idea as to what this could be and where did the human race come from???

I'd appreciate any response
 
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Hello,, you said you want to talk...... I've been thinking lately what could possibly be the purpose of life???? Do you have any idea as to what this could be and where did the human race come from???

I'd appreciate any response
Well, I don't think anything needs a reason to be, and this applies to life. I think the real issue would be to make sense of it so that benefits you in some way, but this problem only arises when you are not enjoying life. I don't think I ever needed a good logical reason to love what I have throughout my life, does music need a reason? When you feel you like someone do you really think about the reason why or do you just look at them and feel funny without thinking about it too much?
What was your first love like?
That's a complicated one, because every new love came so much stronger like redefining what feeling in love is. but I guess the 1st one even if meh was in elementary and she broke up with me because the teacher found out we almost kissed under a table XD, and then like the dumbass I am I asked her to marry me with a ring and everything XD, she said no
 
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Well, I don't think anything needs a reason to be, and this applies to life. I think the real issue would be to make sense of it so that benefits you in some way, but this problem only arises when you are not enjoying life. I don't think I ever needed a good logical reason to love what I have throughout my life, does music need a reason? When you feel you like someone do you really think about the reason why or do you just look at them and feel funny without thinking about it too much?

That's a complicated one, because every new love came so much stronger like redefining what feeling in love is. but I guess the 1st one even if meh was in elementary and she broke up with me because the teacher found out we almost kissed under a table XD, and then like the dumbass I am I asked her to marry me with a ring and everything XD, she said no
That's actually a great story lmao. Okay, so which love do you think was your strongest or the most meaningful?
 
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That's actually a great story lmao. Okay, so which love do you think was your strongest or the most meaningful?
My ex wife, so, the last one I had. Lasted for 5 years and I spent all the money and mental sanity I had to bring her to the US. Didn't work out in the end, although I did manage to bring her here, but she left me a few days later
 
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Well, I don't think anything needs a reason to be, and this applies to life. I think the real issue would be to make sense of it so that benefits you in some way, but this problem only arises when you are not enjoying life. I don't think I ever needed a good logical reason to love what I have throughout my life, does music need a reason? When you feel you like someone do you really think about the reason why or do you just look at them and feel funny without thinking about it too much?

That's a complicated one, because every new love came so much stronger like redefining what feeling in love is. but I guess the 1st one even if meh was in elementary and she broke up with me because the teacher found out we almost kissed under a table XD, and then like the dumbass I am I asked her to marry me with a ring and everything XD, she said
Life has no reason...thanks for the response..got sth out of it..
 
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My ex wife, so, the last one I had. Lasted for 5 years and I spent all the money and mental sanity I had to bring her to the US. Didn't work out in the end, although I did manage to bring her here, but she left me a few days later
Oh, shit, man. I'm so sorry to hear that. That's horrible. I have never experienced anything as remotely bad, but I was in a similar relationship that only lasted a year. That's genuinely just so terrible of her. I am really sorry to hear that. I'm proud of you for managing to survive this long after that, because my break up damn near killed me. I can't imagine what that was like, but I genuinely admire you. I don't know if you have plans to to CTB, but if you're trying to recover or you still want to be here, you are an incredible human being. You are incredible for having the capacity to love someone so much and to care for them so deeply, and you are twice as strong for being able to survive such an awful experience. Man, that just is insane. I really admire your strength and uniqueness. I know it sounds cliche, but you are a really great person, and I hope you choose to stick it out, because I know that there is someone out there who actually deserves such an amazing person like you, and you deserve an amazing person like them.
 
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My ex wife, so, the last one I had. Lasted for 5 years and I spent all the money and mental sanity I had to bring her to the US. Didn't work out in the end, although I did manage to bring her here, but she left me a few days later
This is sad.... Where did you get her from???
 
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Life has no reason...thanks for the response..got sth out of it..
Yeah but to me it's not really a put down, it's just what makes sense. That fact doesn't make me feel like things aren't worth it, if anything maybe suffering is a bit more manageable
Oh, shit, man. I'm so sorry to hear that. That's horrible. I have never experienced anything as remotely bad, but I was in a similar relationship that only lasted a year. That's genuinely just so terrible of her. I am really sorry to hear that. I'm proud of you for managing to survive this long after that, because my break up damn near killed me. I can't imagine what that was like, but I genuinely admire you. I don't know if you have plans to to CTB, but if you're trying to recover or you still want to be here, you are an incredible human being. You are incredible for having the capacity to love someone so much and to care for them so deeply, and you are twice as strong for being able to survive such an awful experience. Man, that just is insane. I really admire your strength and uniqueness. I know it sounds cliche, but you are a really great person, and I hope you choose to stick it out, because I know that there is someone out there who actually deserves such an amazing person like you, and you deserve an amazing person like them.
Aww Thanks a lot. It sucks that you had to go through something similar, 1 year or 5 I don't think it's too different as far as feeling horrible goes because I've been there at that time of the relationship as well and it's just as bad, the only difference is I am way more deteriorated from it now, and it's gonna be a year from that in a few months and I still feel like ctb. Thanks a lot for the nice words, you deserve the same
This is sad.... Where did you get her from???
Cuba
 
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Yeah but to me it's not really a put down, it's just what makes sense. That fact doesn't make me feel like things aren't worth it, if anything maybe suffering is a bit more manageable

Aww Thanks a lot. It sucks that you had to go through something similar, 1 year or 5 I don't think it's too different as far as feeling horrible goes because I've been there at that time of the relationship as well and it's just as bad, the only difference is I am way more deteriorated from it now, and it's gonna be a year from that in a few months and I still feel like ctb. Thanks a lot for the nice words, you deserve the same

Cuba
I am really sorry..... I am glad I have never been on a relationship and I am not planning to coz I think the pain of being abandoned by someone you love is unbearable.......
 
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I am really sorry..... I am glad I have never been on a relationship and I am not planning to coz I think the pain of being abandoned by someone you love is unbearable.......
You shouldn't give up on that. What happened to me was by no means normal, I was very unlucky.
 
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Yeah but to me it's not really a put down, it's just what makes sense. That fact doesn't make me feel like things aren't worth it, if anything maybe suffering is a bit more manageable

Aww Thanks a lot. It sucks that you had to go through something similar, 1 year or 5 I don't think it's too different as far as feeling horrible goes because I've been there at that time of the relationship as well and it's just as bad, the only difference is I am way more deteriorated from it now, and it's gonna be a year from that in a few months and I still feel like ctb. Thanks a lot for the nice words, you deserve the same

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You know, I've read about a lot of people who are still crushed over a relationship from a few years ago. Those people really suffer, because either they were stabbed in the back or they miss their ex. I think a big thing to realize is that the qualities of a person are more meaningful than the person. Here's what I mean: Imagine someone has like five qualities you really like, but then they have three you dislike. Now, imagine you find someone who has three you like but none you dislike. Who should you pick? It really doesn't matter because they still have the qualities you like, but with the latter case, you're not gonna have dislikes. This is an ideal situation, but the point is, it really comes down to qualities. I know that we are often tempted to overlook flaws and be with someone despite their bad behaviors. I think, though, that is selling ourselves short of finding someone who is genuinely good. No one is perfect and you should learn to accept people's flaws, but at the same time, there is some really bad shit that you do NOT need to interact with. I think that in order to get over her betrayal, it's important to recognize what a relationship means for you. I had to learn the hard way that you don't own anyone, and anybody can fuck you over at any time. That being said, most of what you do for others, you are doing for those good qualities. The good qualities in you reward the good qualities in them. You aren't really in love with that person, but the qualities and the circumstances. It's the mystery and the fantasy that does it for me. You can try to replicate those qualities. You can try to find them. I'd recommend working to reach a place where you can reward good qualities by investing yourself emotionally and falling in love, but also maintaining a level of autonomy and independence. Like, you don't need them, but they add value to your life. They make you happy. That way, if they go away, you'll be okay because your life isn't less valuable; a valuable add-on to your life is now gone, but that is okay. The most important parts are untouched. What has really helped me is realizing that not everyone is like that, and that it is a gamble. Allow yourself to be in love, but don't give your all. Give just enough to show them that you care and want to be in their life. I know that this is really ignorant advice, as I haven't lived much life. But it's all I know. I hope some parts of it help. I sincerely do. You seem like a really great person, and I wonder if there is a great life just waiting around the corner for you.
 
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You shouldn't give up on that. What happened to me was by no means normal, I was very unlucky.
Not that I am giving up it's just that with my mental health condition, severe mood swings,I like isolation and how unstable the economy is being in a relationship would multiply my predicament/problems..........

Thanks anyway for the response atleast I've had someone to talk to today....
 
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Not that I am giving up it's just that with my mental health condition, severe mood swings,I like isolation and how unstable the economy is being in a relationship would multiply my predicament/problems..........

Thanks anyway for the response atleast I've had someone to talk to today....
I understand you. I'm there too xd. I can't even get a job no matter how may times I try
 
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I am so sorry man...... But keep pushing you never know... Could you pm me please we can have a chat here and now you know, atleast I and may be you could feel like there's someone to talk to...
 

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