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Rynalia

Rynalia

Who even am I?
Apr 22, 2025
201
Whatever my folks told me to aspire to be.

I never had my own dreams.
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Warlock
Oct 13, 2019
792
Astronaut was my answer from about 5-12, but I don't think I really knew.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,795
Ha. A test pilot for new plane designs. That never happened.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
505
I wanted to be a gymnast or an Ice skating professional ut where i live theres no ice and no close gymnastic class so.

Later on be a actress but I have stage fright.

I hope later in life i can do gymnastics but not for competing or maybe karate.
 
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patheticparasite

patheticparasite

turn my pc on, turn my brain off
Feb 21, 2025
36
I always said I wanted to be a computer freak. Unsurprisingly, that's exactly what I've become – not the bread-winning kind, no – the cellar-dwelling, pale-skinned, socially awkward kind.

At least I got what I wanted.
 
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SpinandPainr

SpinandPainr

Member
Jun 9, 2025
14
Changed about yearly, growing up autistic. One year it was paleontology, another egyptology, another virology, another meteorology.
 
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Emerita

Emerita

Time is terminal
Jan 16, 2025
173
I wanted to be a gymnast or an Ice skating professional ut where i live theres no ice and no close gymnastic class so.

Later on be a actress but I have stage fright.

I hope later in life i can do gymnastics but not for competing or maybe karate.
I love your answer! Sad that you couldn't do it though. I used to be a competitive gymnast, I loved that sport so much, it was definitely something that kept me living, I miss it dearly.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
505
I love your answer! Sad that you couldn't do it though. I used to be a competitive gymnast, I loved that sport so much, it was definitely something that kept me living, I miss it dearly.
What happened if i may ask? Injury?
 
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Emerita

Emerita

Time is terminal
Jan 16, 2025
173
What happened if i may ask? Injury?
Yes sadly, I got really depressed after because it was such a big part of my life for so long to see it end was heartbreaking.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
505
Yes sadly, I got really depressed after because it was such a big part of my life for so long to see it end was heartbreaking.
Im so sorry. My deepest sympathies and hug🫂
 
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Opera

Opera

Member
Nov 16, 2024
85
I don't remember having to answer that question in school, but I was asked from my parents. My answer was always "vet" to help animals and open a veterinary (there were a lot of sick dogs out in the streets, and I was an animal lover)
 
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Grog

Grog

Be good to yourself.
Jun 3, 2025
73
Whenever I was asked this question, I always said "I don't know." I didn't dream of doing work.
 
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gojidoge

gojidoge

Member
May 25, 2025
38
An astronaut, SWAT, or some sort of special forces
 
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suacide

suacide

angel
Sep 13, 2023
26
When I was really little, it was a singer. Then when I grew up, mortician.
 
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ashendreams

ashendreams

rotting angel
May 31, 2025
54
i think i wanted to be a chemist, then a astronomer, then a engineer (i was really into stem subjects) then an actress. now i just want to get by.
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Illuminated
Sep 9, 2018
3,000
I never wanted to work. I remember even as a very young kid viewing the working world as deeply intimidating - it would literally keep me up at night, knowing it was to be my future. That fear persisted into young adulthood. Looking back I realized I slacked off a lot throughout school because I didn't want to face what was coming. It was a source of major depression for me for many years. It took me a long time to make any sort of progress with that.
 
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A

Andy

Member
Jul 22, 2021
8
Batman! Or some kind of special forces army guy. When I was young, people said I should be an actor. I would hear about an interesting job, or see something in a movie and think it looked cool, then I'd want to be it for a week or so until I learned about the bad parts of the job and lost interest. My real answer from about when I started high school was and has remained, I have no idea.
 
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anonym167

anonym167

Member
Apr 25, 2025
20
I always said I wanted to be a family. Joke was on me. Two divorces one dead partner and many miscarriages later I'm still alone.
 
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The Actual Devil

The Actual Devil

I Go By Many Names: Can You Say 10? ⛧
May 4, 2025
278
First, I wanted to be Sonic the Hedgehog.

Then, I wanted to be in a children's anime, where I could have fun adventures but never be in any real danger.

After 9/11, I wanted to die protecting my school from terrorists, where I would kill the last terrorist at the same time they killed me, and so I'd be the only one that died (other than all of the terrorists).

And that's literally everything from when I was I kid (ages ?-17) that I can remember.

Can you say, "Maladaptive daydreaming?" (Not diagnosed, so sorry if that's inappropriate to say. Family was anti-MH, so yeah. And I don't do it anymore, so whatever it was I "grew out of it.")

Nowadays, my dream is to get on UBI and goof off until the end.
 
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WakingNightmare

WakingNightmare

Member
May 1, 2025
47
When I was 7-8 I wanted to be rich with a gold mansion on an island, helicopters and Ferraris lol
Needless to say that won't be happening
 
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