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Anzhe

Anzhe

Chaotic chaOS
Jan 8, 2023
81
I recently saw a weird movie with the amazing Anya Taylor Joy called "Menu" - I didn't like the movie, but I liked the main idea of this movie - to make suicide something like a piece of art, to fill death with meaning, whether it's revenge or something else. People tend to look for beauty, meaning and grace in everything, so why not make your death beautiful? Do you have any original ideas for this? Have you ever thought about it?
For example, I have access to one poisonous plant growing high in the mountains, but I would not like to die from dehydration, diarrhea and terrible pain in my stomach. I read a lot about this plant and it is considered one of the most poisonous in the world, but the prospect of such a disgusting death scares me even more than my painful life)) I decided that this option would be the last one on my list.
 
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Pentobarbital_Plz

Pentobarbital_Plz

STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
Oct 28, 2022
275
Unfortunately, it can only be so beautiful. DYING is still part of Life after all. Life is suffering and it does not relent until actual Death has finally been achieved.
 
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fuzzy-clown

Experienced
Nov 27, 2022
227
Jumping off the golden gate bridge seems majestic. The scenery and the bridge itself are beautiful. And you have the camaraderie of the ~2000 people who have jumped before you. In the background are many tourists having a good time, so you won't feel alone and can feed off their positive energy.

It's not my method though as I'm not a fan of the trauma my body would go through, and some people survive the impact but die from drowning, which scares me.

They're putting up suicide nets, though. I'm not sure if they're done yet.
 
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No longer suicidal😁

Finally happy again
Nov 23, 2022
52
For me, death is beautiful for those who are in pain. It's beautiful in a way similar to going to sleep after a long exhausting day. Death means you're no longer conscious and so no longer in pain. We go through unconsciousness every day when we sleep. That's I guess what makes sleep appealing for many of us here.
 
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spoiledsick

spoiledsick

bones to earth, back to god, i'm sick of waiting.
Jan 4, 2023
30
no. birth is ugly, life is ugly, death is ugly, all us humans are ugly, the end. deal with it.
 
Anzhe

Anzhe

Chaotic chaOS
Jan 8, 2023
81
For me, death is beautiful for those who are in pain. It's beautiful in a way similar to going to sleep after a long exhausting day. Death means you're no longer conscious and so no longer in pain. We go through unconsciousness every day when we sleep. That's I guess what makes sleep appealing for many of us here.
Yes, I also think that this is something similar to a sleeping, but much deeper than an unconscious state under anesthesia, for example. Of course, most of us are afraid of pain and injury, because in most cases, thoughts of suicide come to the mind of people who have had some kind of injury or illness that makes death such a desirable, endless rest from the pain experienced. When I was not there and when I will not be, my consciousness will fade away and I will cease to be aware of myself and this world around when i die
no. birth is ugly, life is ugly, death is ugly, all us humans are ugly, the end. deal with it.
It's just that maybe you're not able to see the beauty in it all? Have you ever tried? My life is miserable, boring, meaningless and disgusting, but I'm crazy about Moby Dick and I'm so delighted with Captain Ahab's manic thirst for revenge - this is truly the greatest work of art. Someone's life or death story can be the greatest piece of art! Listen to Mastodon - Blood and Thunder on this subject, one of my favorite songs. I envy Captain Ahab so much because he had his great goal and maniacally craved it, and achieving this goal was incredibly difficult and dangerous. The tragedy of my life is diametrically opposite - that I do not want anything and have no goal, I feel only constant nausea.


There can also be a dark beauty hidden in death. I love the songs of Amon Amarath and Unleashed about bloody battles - it sounds so grand, just like those songs were and the death of many Vikings on the battlefield was beautiful - my theory is that they were mostly adrenaline junkies)
 
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DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
315
Yes. I'm actually going to commit suicide at the edge of a jetty by an abandoned lighthouse, where nobody will find me and when I will see my last sunset. All the way at the tip there is a support structure that looks like a tomb. I'm sneaking in every other night drilling holes into the concrete which will be used to support the stone letters I'm casting with flourecent (glow-in-the-dark) cast stone molds, inscribing my final words and my epitaph, embodying my gravestone structure, the very one upon which EMS will find me laying upon dead, marking my gravestone and the very Stone upon which I will die, both in one.

The ocean represents death. To the left represents the fathomless eternity before you were born, and to the right represents the fathomless eternity to which you will return. In between is just a short Walk of Life full of perils, dangers, tides and especially a short walk of time hence my last line: Time Or Tide Wait For No One

PARTING THE OCEAN'S DEATH ON BOTH SIDES
LAY THIS BRINK OF WALK BETWIXT SWAYS AND ROCKS
BIRTH TO SUNRISE, DEATH TO SUNSET
LIFE AND DEATH LIE LEFT AND RIGHT
FOR THE BRIEF BREEZE IN BETWEEN BUT

TIME NOR TIME WAIT FOR NO ONE


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HERE DIED
First Last Name
1992 - 2023
Lived for the Sea, Died by the Sea​

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To give you a bit of background so you can understand the symbolic and artistic significance:

The lighthouse is coined "Breezy "Edge Tip. Hence "For the Brief Breeze in Between"

A lot of people die each year walking across that jetty because it's so long that by the time they get across the tip, high tide sets in, the seawater soon quickly overtakes the rocks, and people are left without footing and drown or have to be rescued, if able.

So my final words will not only be inscribed in Stone Lettering drilled into and bonded to the concrete, but will glow in the dark with the sealant finish to add mysterious "Aurora of Haunting"

As my final words etched in stone, below my epitaph Marking Both my Place and Grave of Death

And as a Warning to seafarers, fishermen, and people who can die taking the walk. In the symbolic nature of the jetty parting the ocean of death on both sides, it being a Walk of Life full of Rocky dangerous stepping Stones which you can fall in between since they're spaced out and almost impassable without leaps of faith, lest fall in between one of the cracks and die wedged between two rocks 10 ft below in a crevice seawater swamp.

And a haunting glow everlasting at night, a warning to people walking the Jetty in Wanderlust to beware of the Tide and Time, for it may be their last walk alive before the sea swells in.

Yes actual fiberglass reinforced cast stone letters that I'm casting in my shop with weatherproof marine-grade mortar as hard as steel at core. With an overlay finish of actual glow-in-the dark pigments that are rated to last 50+ years with a UV proof sealant. The stone letters will be individually anchored to the tomb-like marine channel marker structure. It's unlikely they'll be removed since they'll be bonded so strongly it'll cost thousands to remove.

Also will serve as a good public warning (and haunting "glowing in dark" legend) to steer clear from taking the dangerous walk across without checking, you guessed it - the time and time charts.
 
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Anzhe

Anzhe

Chaotic chaOS
Jan 8, 2023
81
Jumping off the golden gate bridge seems majestic. The scenery and the bridge itself are beautiful. And you have the camaraderie of the ~2000 people who have jumped before you. In the background are many tourists having a good time, so you won't feel alone and can feed off their positive energy.

It's not my method though as I'm not a fan of the trauma my body would go through, and some people survive the impact but die from drowning, which scares me.

They're putting up suicide nets, though. I'm not sure if they're done yet.
"75 meter fall from the bridge lasts 4 seconds. The body hits the water at a speed of more than 100 km / h, which is almost always fatal. Most of the survivors after the impact die from internal injuries or hypothermia" - this can be very painful and I can't even guess how long such a death takes - imagine that you hit the water at high speed and experience pain and then also drown after swallowing dirty water. Adrenaline will probably ease most of the pain, but still... It can only be so beautiful in the Evanescence Lithium video, in fact, drowning can be very painful. As a child, I swallowed water because my grandmother pushed my head into a bath of soapy water, I then thought that she wanted to kill me)) but she was just rude to me and did not like me. It was painful - more than 30 years have passed, but this memory is so vivid and still terrible. It's also not my method.
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,274
Yes. I'm actually going to commit suicide at the edge of a jetty by an abandoned lighthouse, where nobody will find me and when I will see my last sunset. All the way at the tip there is a support structure that looks like a tomb. I'm sneaking in every other night drilling holes into the concrete which will be used to support the stone cast letters inscribing my final words and my eppipath, embodying my gravestone structure, the very one upon which EMS will find me laying upon dead, marking both my gravestone and the very Stone upon which I will die in one.

To give you a bit of background so you can understand the symbolic and artistic significance: The lighthouse is coined Breezy Edge Tip. A lot of people die each year walking across that jetty because it's so long that by the time they get across the tip, high tide sets in. The seawater now overtakes the rocks, and people are left without footing and drown or have to be rescued, if able. So my final words will be a last Testament of mine to both the symbolic nature of the jetty parting the ocean of death on both sides, it being a Walk of Life full of Rocky dangerous stepping Stones which you can fall in between since they're spaced out and almost impassable without leaps of faith lest fall in between one of the cracks and die wedged between two rocks 10 ft below in a crevice seawater swamp. The ocean represents death. To the left represents the fathomless eternity before you were born, and to the right represents the fathomless eternity to which you will return. In between is just a short Walk of Life full of perils, dangers, tides and especially a short walk of time hence my last line: Time Or Tide Wait For No One

PARTING THE OCEAN'S DEATH ON BOTH SIDES

LAY THIS BRINK OF WALK BETWIXT SWAYS AND ROCKS

BIRTH TO SUNRISE, DEATH TO SUNSET

LIFE AND DEATH LIE LEFT AND RIGHT

BUT FOR THE BRIEF BREEZE IN BETWEEN

TIME NOR TIME WAIT FOR NO ONE



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Sounds like a peaceful and symbolic way to go. I wish thay I could bring SN with me on a plane because then I would take it with me and suicide in Zion national park in the middle of nowhere in a small tent.
 
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Anzhe

Anzhe

Chaotic chaOS
Jan 8, 2023
81
Yes. I'm actually going to commit suicide at the edge of a jetty by an abandoned lighthouse, where nobody will find me and when I will see my last sunset. All the way at the tip there is a support structure that looks like a tomb. I'm sneaking in every other night drilling holes into the concrete which will be used to support the stone cast letters inscribing my final words and my eppipath, embodying my gravestone structure, the very one upon which EMS will find me laying upon dead, marking both my gravestone and the very Stone upon which I will die in one.

To give you a bit of background so you can understand the symbolic and artistic significance: The lighthouse is coined Breezy Edge Tip. A lot of people die each year walking across that jetty because it's so long that by the time they get across the tip, high tide sets in. The seawater now overtakes the rocks, and people are left without footing and drown or have to be rescued, if able. So my final words will be a last Testament of mine to both the symbolic nature of the jetty parting the ocean of death on both sides, it being a Walk of Life full of Rocky dangerous stepping Stones which you can fall in between since they're spaced out and almost impassable without leaps of faith lest fall in between one of the cracks and die wedged between two rocks 10 ft below in a crevice seawater swamp. The ocean represents death. To the left represents the fathomless eternity before you were born, and to the right represents the fathomless eternity to which you will return. In between is just a short Walk of Life full of perils, dangers, tides and especially a short walk of time hence my last line: Time Or Tide Wait For No One

PARTING THE OCEAN'S DEATH ON BOTH SIDES

LAY THIS BRINK OF WALK BETWIXT SWAYS AND ROCKS

BIRTH TO SUNRISE, DEATH TO SUNSET

LIFE AND DEATH LIE LEFT AND RIGHT

BUT FOR THE BRIEF BREEZE IN BETWEEN

TIME NOR TIME WAIT FOR NO ONE



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Your death will very poetic.
 
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Anzhe

Anzhe

Chaotic chaOS
Jan 8, 2023
81
Thank you. Any suggestions on how I could edit/improve the wording appreciated.
It should only be your masterpiece.

It's great that we on this forum can share such intimate things as our thoughts about death.
Thank you. Any suggestions on how I could edit/improve the wording appreciated.
You might like the music of the German singer Unheilig - he has a lot of songs about the sea and even a song about a lighthouse. I love his music, maybe you will too. I am so fascinated by the theme of the sea, although I have never seen the sea.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,317
I just see permanently leaving this world as being the most beautiful thing that exists. All of our problems, torment and whatever this existence has burdened us with will die with us and instead there will simply be nothing at all, with not even the awareness that we are dead. Of course I believe that we just completely cease to exist once we die so that is why I view death as being perfection, existence is something so undesirable and disgusting and in comparison to that permanent non existence is true peace, there is something so incredibly beautiful in the thought of the absence of everything.

But I guess one can make their suicide more beautiful like by choosing a peaceful location to die at and I just think there is beauty in the thought of someone having a method that they feel confident in and this can give them some kind of relief knowing that they are no longer trapped here and can do the kindest possible thing to themselves which is to refuse to delay their inevitable fate.
 
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sincerelysad

sincerelysad

bpd . chronic pain . ptsd . pls be kind <3
Jan 4, 2023
158
Yes. I'm actually going to commit suicide at the edge of a jetty by an abandoned lighthouse, where nobody will find me and when I will see my last sunset. All the way at the tip there is a support structure that looks like a tomb. I'm sneaking in every other night drilling holes into the concrete which will be used to support the stone letters I'm casting with flourecent (glow-in-the-dark) cast stone molds, inscribing my final words and my epitaph, embodying my gravestone structure, the very one upon which EMS will find me laying upon dead, marking my gravestone and the very Stone upon which I will die, both in one.

The ocean represents death. To the left represents the fathomless eternity before you were born, and to the right represents the fathomless eternity to which you will return. In between is just a short Walk of Life full of perils, dangers, tides and especially a short walk of time hence my last line: Time Or Tide Wait For No One

PARTING THE OCEAN'S DEATH ON BOTH SIDES
LAY THIS BRINK OF WALK BETWIXT SWAYS AND ROCKS
BIRTH TO SUNRISE, DEATH TO SUNSET
LIFE AND DEATH LIE LEFT AND RIGHT
FOR THE BRIEF BREEZE IN BETWEEN BUT

TIME NOR TIME WAIT FOR NO ONE


------------

HERE DIED
First Last Name
1992 - 2023
Lived for the Sea, Died by the Sea​

View attachment 103348

To give you a bit of background so you can understand the symbolic and artistic significance:

The lighthouse is coined "Breezy "Edge Tip. Hence "For the Brief Breeze in Between"

A lot of people die each year walking across that jetty because it's so long that by the time they get across the tip, high tide sets in, the seawater soon quickly overtakes the rocks, and people are left without footing and drown or have to be rescued, if able.

So my final words will not only be inscribed in Stone Lettering drilled into and bonded to the concrete, but will glow in the dark with the sealant finish to add mysterious "Aurora of Haunting"

As my final words etched in stone, below my epitaph Marking Both my Place and Grave of Death

And as a Warning to seafarers, fishermen, and people who can die taking the walk. In the symbolic nature of the jetty parting the ocean of death on both sides, it being a Walk of Life full of Rocky dangerous stepping Stones which you can fall in between since they're spaced out and almost impassable without leaps of faith, lest fall in between one of the cracks and die wedged between two rocks 10 ft below in a crevice seawater swamp.

And a haunting glow everlasting at night, a warning to people walking the Jetty in Wanderlust to beware of the Tide and Time, for it may be their last walk alive before the sea swells in.

Yes actual fiberglass reinforced cast stone letters that I'm casting in my shop with weatherproof marine-grade mortar as hard as steel at core. With an overlay finish of actual glow-in-the dark pigments that are rated to last 50+ years with a UV proof sealant. The stone letters will be individually anchored to the tomb-like marine channel marker structure. It's unlikely they'll be removed since they'll be bonded so strongly it'll cost thousands to remove.

Also will serve as a good public warning (and haunting "glowing in dark" legend) to steer clear from taking the dangerous walk across without checking, you guessed it - the time and time charts.
this is so beautiful!!! i love this so much
 
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Anzhe

Chaotic chaOS
Jan 8, 2023
81
Also, I have always been fascinated by the video Rammstein Ohne dich - he dies when he reaches the top of the mountain. The mountain is a delightful metaphor for some lofty purpose. I think that person committing suicide can be an artist who paints his masterpiece with his blood and pain, and then more blood and pain, the brighter and more impressive this picture will be.
 
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yyytry

:(
Sep 8, 2022
212
Yes. I'm actually going to commit suicide at the edge of a jetty by an abandoned lighthouse, where nobody will find me and when I will see my last sunset. All the way at the tip there is a support structure that looks like a tomb. I'm sneaking in every other night drilling holes into the concrete which will be used to support the stone letters I'm casting with flourecent (glow-in-the-dark) cast stone molds, inscribing my final words and my epitaph, embodying my gravestone structure, the very one upon which EMS will find me laying upon dead, marking my gravestone and the very Stone upon which I will die, both in one.

The ocean represents death. To the left represents the fathomless eternity before you were born, and to the right represents the fathomless eternity to which you will return. In between is just a short Walk of Life full of perils, dangers, tides and especially a short walk of time hence my last line: Time Or Tide Wait For No One

PARTING THE OCEAN'S DEATH ON BOTH SIDES
LAY THIS BRINK OF WALK BETWIXT SWAYS AND ROCKS
BIRTH TO SUNRISE, DEATH TO SUNSET
LIFE AND DEATH LIE LEFT AND RIGHT
FOR THE BRIEF BREEZE IN BETWEEN BUT

TIME NOR TIME WAIT FOR NO ONE


------------

HERE DIED
First Last Name
1992 - 2023
Lived for the Sea, Died by the Sea​

View attachment 103348

To give you a bit of background so you can understand the symbolic and artistic significance:

The lighthouse is coined "Breezy "Edge Tip. Hence "For the Brief Breeze in Between"

A lot of people die each year walking across that jetty because it's so long that by the time they get across the tip, high tide sets in, the seawater soon quickly overtakes the rocks, and people are left without footing and drown or have to be rescued, if able.

So my final words will not only be inscribed in Stone Lettering drilled into and bonded to the concrete, but will glow in the dark with the sealant finish to add mysterious "Aurora of Haunting"

As my final words etched in stone, below my epitaph Marking Both my Place and Grave of Death

And as a Warning to seafarers, fishermen, and people who can die taking the walk. In the symbolic nature of the jetty parting the ocean of death on both sides, it being a Walk of Life full of Rocky dangerous stepping Stones which you can fall in between since they're spaced out and almost impassable without leaps of faith, lest fall in between one of the cracks and die wedged between two rocks 10 ft below in a crevice seawater swamp.

And a haunting glow everlasting at night, a warning to people walking the Jetty in Wanderlust to beware of the Tide and Time, for it may be their last walk alive before the sea swells in.

Yes actual fiberglass reinforced cast stone letters that I'm casting in my shop with weatherproof marine-grade mortar as hard as steel at core. With an overlay finish of actual glow-in-the dark pigments that are rated to last 50+ years with a UV proof sealant. The stone letters will be individually anchored to the tomb-like marine channel marker structure. It's unlikely they'll be removed since they'll be bonded so strongly it'll cost thousands to remove.

Also will serve as a good public warning (and haunting "glowing in dark" legend) to steer clear from taking the dangerous walk across without checking, you guessed it - the time and time charts.
Wow, I love this. So legendary.
 
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