are you promiscuous or into porn?

[motel rooms]

I somehow understand this experience, what libido is to you sounds very similar to what daydreaming is to me.

Yeah, it's all about escaping one's inner reality/dissociation. The best part of sex for me is completely forgetting who I am & even what I'm doing; the pleasure is very nice, but it's of secondary importance.

 

[Flippy]

Well it appears I'm extremely boring as my way to push the soul crushing misery out of my head is obsessively trying to fix or modify stuff, mind willing to cooperate of course!

Now I know this may not catch mutch attention but does anyone know why a MX25L2006 serial EEPROM returns only zeros when I read it out and won't erase even though it reports as erased?

Anyone.... anyone.....????
No?
Ok...
Ok I'll get my coat.

 

[Deleted member 8975]

Well it appears I'm extremely boring as my way to push the soul crushing misery out of my head is obsessively trying to fix or modify stuff, mind willing to cooperate of course!

Now I know this may not catch mutch attention but does anyone know why a MX25L2006 serial EEPROM returns only zeros when I read it out and won't erase even though it reports as erased?

Anyone.... anyone.....????
No?
Ok...
Ok I'll get my coat.

I don't know what you said but it made me smile. I love it :D

 

[Flippy]

I don't know what you said but it made me smile. I love it :D

I'm glad you smiled! It makes me feel like I finally achieved something today! :-)

 

[Snake of Eden]

I just hope that at least 10 % of those stories about gay men who stay together despite being in open relationships are true. I know I'll occasionally sleep with other guys, but I'd like my bf to stop doing risky sex work & to marry him so he can inherit my dead parents' house, which I rent out. I don't want him to end up homeless when I'm gone, he has nothing

Thats magnanimous and sweet on your part. I hope it works out for you

 

[motel rooms]

a MX25L2006 serial EEPROM

I know what that is code for, you filthy boy!

 

[Zzzzz]

I just hope that at least 10 % of those stories about gay men who stay together despite being in open relationships are true. I know I'll occasionally sleep with other guys, but I'd like my bf to stop doing risky sex work & to marry him so he can inherit my dead parents' house, which I rent out. I don't want him to end up homeless when I'm gone, he has nothing

I forgot the name but I saw a documentary about two men who were together for life after they met and they had an open relationship. It seems like it's rare but possible.

 

[Flippy]

I know what that is code for, you filthy boy!

DAMN! I should have known! Your skills are too powerful!

 

[motel rooms]

Need a neutral party to perform the taste test, preferably several observers along with a control group (regular cum). Guess they'll rate the taste from 0-10 and make a short description by selecting five words out of a list of adjectives.

Since I can't be neutral when it cums to you, I wish to volunteer for the position of Main Fluffer

 

[Panna]

I would lose the only effective way of keeping my traumas at bay & be forced to ctb.

Does your coping mechanism constantly increase? Requiring more extreme ways to keep the trauma at bay? I understand it's a extremely private thing and you can ignore this, but I am curious. Does it require effort to keep it from potentially becoming ineffective? My demons aren't like yours but they would be devastating and permanent if what I use were to become permanently ineffective. For what it's worth I'm sorry you've had to suffer with that trauma, childhood should never be tarnished.

 

[motel rooms]

Does your coping mechanism constantly increase? Requiring more extreme ways to keep the trauma at bay? I understand it's a extremely private thing and you can ignore this, but I am curious. Does it require effort to keep it from potentially becoming ineffective?

Spoiler

No, not really. I've been into the same stuff for twenty years, light domination of other masculine guys. I love extended gentle foreplay, I usually suck their dicks too & I'm only rough if they genuinely like it rough. I don't enjoy inflicting pain on people. If they can't handle anal, there's plenty of other stuff we can do. My hole is off limits. Threesomes only if I get to orchestrate them.

As for porn, I'm only attracted to masculine guys, hairy chests are better, nice arms & abs are very important, passionate kissing is hotter to watch than a dick pounding a hole, hot amateurs are awesome, don't like violence, threesomes are OK only if everyone is masculine, don't like orgies, not interested in anything extreme.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Spoiler

No, not really. I've been into the same stuff for twenty years, light domination of other masculine guys. I love extended gentle foreplay, I usually suck their dicks too & I'm only rough if they genuinely like it rough. I don't enjoy inflicting pain on people. If they can't handle anal, there's plenty of other stuff we can do. My hole is off limits. Threesomes only if I get to orchestrate them.

As for porn, I'm only attracted to masculine guys, hairy chests are better, nice arms & abs are very important, passionate kissing is hotter to watch than a dick pounding a hole, hot amateurs are awesome, don't like violence, threesomes are OK only if everyone is masculine, don't like orgies, not interested in anything extreme.

Spoiler: Spoiler

Cock rings are disgusting because they make dicks look swollen and chocked. Who wants to get fucked by a suffocated dick just to stay hard anyway?? I never understood the appeal of a dick that committed suicide by hanging although I get it is a practical hack to prolong sex but seriously who ever invented cock rings is a real asshole and should be tried for war crimes.

Rosebuds are cool though. They are like renaissance art. Once you manifest a rosebud you earned the highest achievement at being a bottom.

Something about eating your own cum just feels very wrong and reminds me of incest

Being able to suck your own dick is even worse

It is never okay to wear your clothes right after sex and go by your day without even some self cleaning

Ignoring small accidents during anal sex is a sign of maturity

Kissing is the best thing about sex but sex can still feel great without it sometimes

Balls are the sexist part of the mans genitals

Hot amateur porn is way superior than professional porn

Confidence is sexy but so is insecurity

 

[Celerity]

How do people even get aroused or attracted? What do they do? Having a sex drive just looks like a superpower to me.

Superpower? @Makko, how did you look at all the bitching around here about sex and relationships and come to the conclusion that any of this is in any way desirable?

 

[Makko]

Superpower? @Makko, how did you look at all the bitching around here about sex and relationships and come to the conclusion that any of this is in any way desirable?

It's only undesirable if you can't manage it. I don't think I'd have any problems with that in particular. At least then I would have a coping mechanism.

 

[Pure]

How do people even get aroused or attracted? What do they do? Having a sex drive just looks like a superpower to me.

How else to describe it? I see someone or develop a close relationship to someone and it's enough to trigger me to dissociate from my body and want our bodies to join. It's like a visceral disgust that I exist as one person and not joined with another. Mutual sexual attraction and want is a level of intensity that I don't know can be replicated. Maybe childbirth fosters the same intensity.

It's a double edged sword. I know this sort of intensity exists but it's so hard to reach when I'm single and not mutually in love with anyone. Then the intensity gets channeled into anger at myself for putting sex on this pedestal because I'm volcel at the point of my life and then sadness and jealousy knowing that others are experiencing a level of intensity I wish for.

 

[Celerity]

It's only undesirable if you can't manage it. I don't think I'd have any problems with that in particular. At least then I would have a coping mechanism.

And just what are the odds of managing it well? Even mainstream, mentally "healthy" people are commonly tormented by relationship problems. As for it being a coping mechanism, lots of people use relationships in such a way. Maybe I've been indoctrinated at last by the therapists and psychologists, but I don't think that stance usually ends well.

 

[Pure]

And just what are the odds of managing it well? Even mainstream, mentally "healthy" people are commonly tormented by relationship problems. As for it being a coping mechanism, lots of people use relationships in such a way. Maybe I've been indoctrinated at last by the therapists and psychologists, but I don't think that stance usually ends well.

It's a very torturous thing. I'd rather I was asexual or aromantic.

 

[Deleted member 8975]

It's only undesirable if you can't manage it. I don't think I'd have any problems with that in particular. At least then I would have a coping mechanism.

It's undesirable if you are an undesirable virgin with no value and no hope of ever being loved and wanted.

 

[Makko]

Alright, you guys convinced me. Back to unfeeling stupor then.

 

[motel rooms]

And just what are the odds of managing it well? Even mainstream, mentally "healthy" people are commonly tormented by relationship problems. As for it being a coping mechanism, lots of people use relationships in such a way. Maybe I've been indoctrinated at last by the therapists and psychologists, but I don't think that stance usually ends well.

You're fucked if you get laid, & you're fucked if you don't get laid... Other people probably have more choice in the matter, but I've definitely never had any. Withdrawal would kill me in a matter of days, especially now that I've finally tasted real intimacy. Showing your real, wounded, bloodied self to someone feels like fucking dying, & having it accepted is like being born again. You even cry uncontrollably like a damn infant. I'm still damaged, I still suffer, I'm more scared than ever because now I actually have something to lose, but I'm genuinely immensely grateful. I'm starting to sound like a damn Christian!

Mutual sexual attraction and want is a level of intensity that I don't know can be replicated.

@financialrhino It's a drug. You know you'll pay a heavy price for taking it, but you don't give a crap because nothing compares to its effects.

 

[callme]

It's a very torturous thing. I'd rather I was asexual or aromantic.

Your nickname makes me hard

 

[Zzzzz]

You're fucked if you get laid, & you're fucked if you don't get laid... Other people probably have more choice in the matter, but I've definitely never had any. Withdrawal would kill me in a matter of days, especially now that I've finally tasted real intimacy. Showing your real, wounded, bloodied self to someone feels like fucking dying, & having it accepted is like being born again. You even cry uncontrollably like a damn infant. I'm still damaged, I still suffer, I'm more scared than ever because now I actually have something to lose, but I'm genuinely immensely grateful. I'm starting to sound like a damn Christian!



@financialrhino It's a drug. You know you'll pay a heavy price for taking it, but you don't give a crap because nothing compares to its effects.

Sounds like a profound, life altering experience you are having. Very best wishes to you and him.

 

[DetachedDreamer97]