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Intelligent_Panic99

Intelligent_Panic99

Student
Jan 4, 2022
114
I wrote one but I am not sure I will leave it. I posted it awhile back. I'm a Times New Roman font person myself (so boring). My handwriting is terrible so it's typed.
 
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SKDN

SKDN

Member
Mar 29, 2022
31
A very small email, just to my mom.
 
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Brianiskillingme

Brianiskillingme

Slowly Dying Inside
Jan 18, 2022
148
Yes. I am going to leave instructions about caring for my daughter. Then I am going to explain what brought me to that point.
 
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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
I'll use a wax seal too to be extra fancy
 
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fatefulstillness

fatefulstillness

ghost.
Oct 24, 2021
151
I'll probably leave some sort of diary entry somewhere. It feels more honest.
 
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nopointinlife

Student
Mar 11, 2022
111
I don't see the point. The people who know you will not care anyway. There is little chance they will read your note, and less of a chance they will care.
 
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lavendersrue

lavendersrue

Perpetual Dreamer
Mar 28, 2022
16
Rather than a traditional note, I've started writing a fictionalized memoir that explains how I've gotten to this point. I don't really expect anyone to read it (I might actually delete it once I'm done) but I won't be able to find peace until I get it all out. The font is Courier New.

I also wanted to leave hand-written notes on stationary to each of my loved ones, but I honestly don't have the energy for that. I'm struggling enough writing my manuscript.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
Rather than a traditional note, I've started writing a fictionalized memoir that explains how I've gotten to this point. I don't really expect anyone to read it (I might actually delete it once I'm done) but I won't be able to find peace until I get it all out. The font is Courier New.

I also wanted to leave hand-written notes on stationary to each of my loved ones, but I honestly don't have the energy for that. I'm struggling enough writing my manuscript.

I'm confused….

Fictionalized memoir? Isn't that an oxymoron
 
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HubbaHubba

Student
Mar 20, 2022
148
I prepared my note because there are instructions for my loved ones. E.g. how to get my asset, where to pick up my pets, which city officials to get the death certificate, etc.

It's pretty lengthy and I will use email scheduling feature to send to my loved ones. E.g. it'll be automatically send after 24 hours.
 
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lavendersrue

lavendersrue

Perpetual Dreamer
Mar 28, 2022
16
I'm confused….

Fictionalized memoir? Isn't that an oxymoron
I guess the proper literary term is "semi-autobiographical novel." The characters and events in the story are rooted in reality, but some things are altered or omitted.
 
ShepherdOfMyself

ShepherdOfMyself

Member
Apr 23, 2022
24
Yeah- I've always been a bit of a writer, so I guess I can't resist the urge even in death. I wrote a draft a few months ago explaining my rationale, but since then I've found a girlfriend who I'm planning to CTB with, so it'll need adjusting. I also want to add requests for what to do afterwards (harvest my organs ASAP, donate whatever's left in my bank account to one of my preferred charities, cancel any subscriptions).
 
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zombiekitty

Member
Apr 24, 2022
10
Yes, handwritten, so no more investigation. I've written and thrown some drafts to feel better.
 
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suicidoll

suicidoll

still here! lurker
Apr 28, 2022
13
Yes, I am. I'm going to write it and use it as an easy way to wrap things up. I won't send it to any individuals because I'll feel too nervous to do that, but what I'll do instead is hold it in my hand or place it beside me.
 
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its-about-time

its-about-time

nope
Mar 19, 2022
807
I type my drafts, because I do a lot of editing, but the final product is hand written. I think it's a lost significance in today's world, hand written letters. It's something the recipients could hold onto, if they chose to.
 
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Ash’Girl

Ash’Girl

Girl, Interrupted
Apr 29, 2022
386
Handwritten, to my mother. I know it will break her, but I'm so tired of fighting to overcome everything in life. It never ends. I just want peace.
 
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wellherewego

wellherewego

Wanderer
Apr 30, 2022
55
i don't want to but i also feel like i should
 
Krieger

Krieger

yeah
Apr 16, 2022
120
Yup. I will send a note describing my life and stuff to some random forum so people know what struggles people like us have.
 

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