Just because her situation is different, doesn't mean it wasn't painful for her... what's the point in resenting someone also going through pain? I'm sorry that that happened to you, though.
Bct
Disqualified from Being Human
- Apr 20, 2020
- 419
I don't feel I can truly connect to anyone & I don't think I belong on everywhere. And of course, nobody loves me. It's pointless to love myself when I'm the only one who loves me.
I bet it was painful , but 4 months is not 18 plus years. It is not a lifetime with someone. The way she was acting was like they had been married for 50 years and had a family together.
lostangel
Enlightened
- Mar 22, 2019
- 1,051
Yeah, I'm lonely always have been since a kid. This life wasn't meant for me.
suffering
Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
- Aug 17, 2018
- 398
palebluedot
the view from halfway down
- Apr 20, 2020
- 41
so lonely, and I'm about to leave for college, so I know I'm about to get even lonelier. it's the main reason why I want to die. I don't see the point of living when nobody loves me.
Acerakis
Carer
- Jun 5, 2020
- 142
Leaving for college sounds like an opportunity for meeting new people though.
1DayItWillBover
Student
- Dec 21, 2019
- 148
rhiino
Arcanist
- May 13, 2020
- 462
But it might have been her soulmate. She might have wanted to spend an entire lifetime with him and that is gone now. Never judge the pain of others, there is always somebody who has it worse, but that is irrelevant for the person in pain.
Feel alone, have no friends either. Fear and anxiety all the time no one gets it.
DoodleBug
Just a guy passing by
- Dec 9, 2019
- 134
...to the point I've even stopped updating my journal and went into fully internalizing everything I experience. I feel that I'm doing that in order to fully cast myself out even from...well, myself. I'm done explaining what's wrong, I keep a good face and remember that my personal experience of life is just that...a personal experience. I internalize all that suffering, keep it all within, express it only through "art" and move along.
LetMeDieInPeace
Member
- May 29, 2020
- 20
Yes, I'm very lonely. It's a very painful thing to live with everyday. It's something I experience even when around friends and family.
palebluedot
the view from halfway down
- Apr 20, 2020
- 41
you would think that, right? unfortunately I have horrible trust issues and it takes me so long to get to the point of a meaningful relationship with anybody. I met my current friends about 7 years ago, and I only just started considering them friends and actually having a functioning relationship about a year and a half ago. So it feels like all the work I did on myself to open up and trust people is gonna reset and I'm gonna be alone for the next couple years
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Warlock
- Jun 6, 2020
- 798
Fuck yeah I am lonely. In my mind I am a burden and people will be happy when I am dead and gone
Overnoutofhere
Member
- Mar 30, 2020
- 52
Yes, super lonely...my only connection died.
yup when i was in high school , i dropped out of 2 schools due to bullying, and then at the third school i went to i struggled to make any friends and eventually just stopped showing up all together, i was always seen as the laughing stock by people , even my attempts to go unnoticed and fly under the radar, i would eventually get noticed by the mean people ...high school was 10 years ago , i have been working a dead end security job since then and haven't made any real attempts to further my education, working in security its a pretty isolated job so no real opportuinities to meet people....i feel like my entire adult life has been below mediocre due to my failure to standup for myself when i was a teenager....i definitely attend on ctb before my 20's are over.
MeriDeath
Im on the edge of reality
- May 10, 2020
- 213
Honestly besides my parents I don't have anyone but im too much of a grown up to be around my parents all the time but if you're asking than yes, I've alone my whole life. I guess once you become so suicidal and anxious you begin to lose everyone because they basically don't really understand, not to mention you're losing yourself. But yes this is one reason amongst others, but not the main one.
Sinai Silence
I think I'ma die alone inside my room
- Jul 6, 2020
- 810
The loneliness eats away at me and its so exhausting. The worst for me is when I'm surrounded by people and not a single person is willing to talk to me, it's so embarrassing. Now that lock down is easing up I don't have a good excuse to stay indoors anymore and its what I'm most worried about.
'I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is ending up with people who make you feel all alone.' - Robin Williams
'I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is ending up with people who make you feel all alone.' - Robin Williams
My loneliness is what is killing me. Lost my soulmate of 22 years and all I want is to join him. There is no life for me without him.
Eren
Si hablas español mándame un MP
- Oct 27, 2018
- 1,073
I'm so sorry, I know what it feels like, all my life I've felt the same.
grungeCat
Awkward & weird
- Jul 5, 2020
- 1,110
Yeah, so damn lonely my whole life. I have never made a friend. Not to mention a girlfriend. Kinda used to this but it still hurts.
I am also kinda lonely. But i don't think i mind it too much (i guess a lot of people like me would claim that ^^). I surely hate myself for being unable to just go out and meet/get to know others like its nothing. But ultimately i am ok with that.
But on the other side I am kinda lucky that i got 1-2 really close friends who i could talk about almost everything if i was willing to open up/bother them with things that are going on.
But on the other side I am kinda lucky that i got 1-2 really close friends who i could talk about almost everything if i was willing to open up/bother them with things that are going on.
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